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I do not know what to do Little Bug,
Palt Airon allows me to see Paogor across the waters, and the pain in my shoulder urges me to not go forward. That whatever the Choir wants, they are not going to stop simply because I am on a boat. Will they allow Payatier to board, or must I go on foot to this new land? Will they be suspicious because there are no ‘adults’ with me?
I can’t do this. She should have picked someone else. I never should have come here.