Xhoya Maeri'dwyn

Xhoya Maeri'dwyn (a.k.a. Xo-xo ("zozo") / Xhoie / Meri (Specific Circumstances))

Books and equations ended up as the unlikely fixation of the youth, leading Xhoya down the path of what could best be described as 'magical alchemy.' What then, could pull such a dedicated student away from her field?   Something with far more influence than her instructors.

Divine Domains

The Night and Seasons

Holidays

Homecoming

Physical Description

General Physical Condition

Small, thin and with little curvature. There is no remarkable muscle definition on her; untrained, not gaunt. It is very easy to draw the conclusion that she is still, physically, not of adulthood.

Body Features

Long white hair, pulled back into a ponytail - 'tidiness' is not always a priority, with her bangs and surrounding framing hair pieces usually a bit more frazzled than the rest if it.

Her eyes seem slightly larger than what may be normal, and even more so by the intriguing blend of flecked gold and dusty azure that pigments them.

Slate colored skin with pointed ears implies an origin that prefers to live a bit further from Kaida's light, though the smallest spattering of pale white 'freckles' are found across her person. For the vast majority of Beau's, there is no reason to think that Xhoya is anything more than a drow.

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The persona of Meri is Xhoya's "panic button." With the proper use of magic, Xhoya transforms herself into a female deep gnome, retaining similar characteristics but with short hair and no tattooing. While the race may still seem out of place in certain areas, the regular Beau is quick to dismiss her as nothing too out of place.

Facial Features

Soft, round features. Very thin and delicate tattooing decorate her upper face along her cheekbones

Identifying Characteristics

Thin facial tattoos and the occasional white freckles. Her back is also intricately tattooed with arcane sigils that seem to be formed out of constellations.

The freckles on her body seem more visible, and at times, almost luminous depending on the phase of the moon.

Physical quirks

Shoes are worn in cities or on unfamiliar soil. Aside from that, Xhoya is almost always barefooted.

Apparel & Accessories

Multiple layers of robes and underclothing keep most of the youths flesh covered. Muted purples woven with silver accent threads seem to be the colors of choice. Clasps and buckles are crafted from an oily black chitin with one on her waist embedded with a moonstone.

A short hooded cloak helps protect from the elements, and a mask can be pulled up to cover the lower part of her face to prevent unwanted attention.

Mental characteristics

Personal history

Xhoya's upbringing and birth are nothing obscure. She had a healthy birth to a loving family, with a sister forty years her senior.

Her mother Lyxi was a chronic sufferer of Mana Blight, frequently putting the care of others over her own well being. After an unprecedented squabble in Haynór left many innocents injured, Lyxi's devotion caused her to succumb to her illness before Xhoya had reached her second summer. She has no real memory of her mother, just the knowledge of who she was and a photo her father has on their wall.

With a fiery passion for reading and studying any material she could get her hands on, her father enrolled her in the Caste of Hands when she neared 13. Her brain was like a sponge, eager to absorb the magical formulas displayed to her on the parchment and putting them into eager practice. Even more so, knowing why it functioned the way it did.

The profound way of thinking lead the student to a specialized Queen: Highness Krekka Dol'lorikk. While they studied the arcane like the other Hands, Highness Krekka detailed what made an arcane sigil, arcane. How it worked, why it worked, what it worked with. With the expertise of a refined chef, the students to Krekka learned how to manipulate one 'flavor' of magic into something else completely, with only a few simple 'ingredients.'

Two years of schooling is all that was required to earn her Wings.

Two years that, we come to find, was not to pass.

Gender Identity

Female

Sexuality

Not of concern or interest at this time

Education

Caste of Hands

Employment

While she's too young to be employed, she has offered her service as a tutor on more than one occasion

Failures & Embarrassments

On her 12th birthday, Xhoya and her family passed through the Fae state of Wachoo-Wanu, and found themselves detained for fourteen days to ensure that they 'were not carrying toads.'

She prefers to not run errands in Solusi Simoli any longer, if it can be avoided.

Mental Trauma

Severe social anxiety, usually displayed in her avoidance of very large crowds, cowardice, and in extreme situations, panic attacks. Occasionally suffers night terrors.

Intellectual Characteristics

Such a studious and inquisitive mind has made the youth highly intelligent, though Xhoya's true age starts to crack through in other interactions. Missing social cues and/or the implications behind slang will leave the girl staring, unblinking, trying to make -any- sense out of what was just said to her.

While she lives and grew up in a city that borderlines the modern-day Amish society, Xhoya is very aware of the technology that the rest of the Confederacy holds, and even knows how to use it. It is simply a choice not to, feeling that the dependency on it has created lazy minds and detachment from the world the Aspects have given them.

Curious and excitable are a dangerous combination with naivete, leading the youth to be more susceptible to gossip, rumors, or urban legends. Blind devotion to her Brother makes this especially easy for any tall-tale The Tricksters decided to weave that morning. In turn, there are times where the youth is far more clever than she should be.

The emotional walls she's built around herself are difficult to bypass, but weak points are easier to find when one can find interests to share, as long as that interest is not in Xhoya herself. Behind the barriers and books is a gentle soul brimming with empathy and the unabashed kindness that innocence provides.

Morality & Philosophy

To become better, we must grow. To grow, we must feed ourselves knowledge, and exhale kindness to our fellow sprouts.

Essentially, Magra sculpted these lands for us to walk on together. It does not matter who knows what, or how much someone owns - no one is above showing compassion

Taboos

Blatant disregard for life and/or the environment is an immediate loss of respect from Xhoya. Treatment of animals and nature shows her how one would treat other people, and destruction of the land Magra made for them speaks of selfishness that can not be excused.

Indifference and/or unwillingness to create change is something else the youth simply can not stand. If someone is presented with the opportunity to learn or grow and it is refused simply because they "don't want to" or it's "too hard," they are better off not in her company.

(This doesn't apply to things that have a valid reason or are outside of an individuals control, such as funding/transportation, or if they genuinely don't have an interest in a topic. Her gripe is 'mental laziness.')

Personality Characteristics

Motivation

More than anything, Xhoya is motivated by discovery. Learning something new or finding an answer to a long-asked question only feeds the need to look deeper.

Savvies & Ineptitudes

With a memory like a beartrap, Xhoya had the potential to be a brilliant strategist in her adult life. Instead, she's used the talent to become a skilled Dragonchess player

Regrettably this left her lacking in the physical department, and the youth struggles a bit with anything demanding of her small body outside of the occasional tree climb.

Likes & Dislikes

Likes

  • Reading
  • Journaling
  • Dragon Chess
  • Puzzles
  • Stargazing and astrology
  • Collecting figurines
  • Honeyed pastries
  • Homecoming

Dislikes

  • Hot days
  • Being away from home
  • Wearing shoes
  • Large social events
  • Talking about herself
  • Grapefruit
  • Red meat
  • Sentry

Virtues & Personality perks

Determination. If it was made, it can be unmade. If it's broken, it can be fixed. If it was created, it can be changed. The love of puzzles and problem solving allows Xhoya to stick with something until she deems it complete, even if she may, sometimes, have problems pushing herself to do it.

Vices & Personality flaws

Self Doubt. While she has confidence in her brain power and ability to problem solve, Xhoya often struggles to convince herself of her capabilities in other areas, frequently concluding that someone else could have done the task better, or that the situation would have been better if she'd never gotten involved. The 'worst case scenario' is usually the first thing to invade her thoughts.

Personality Quirks

  • Xhoya is mostly a vegetarian, but will consume fish or what others may think is a 'gross' protein (insects).
  • Capsaicin has little to no effect on her
  • Like most children, she has an enormous sweet-tooth

Hygiene

Standard. She bathes regularly, but also has no qualms with grime, or even keeping it on herself for an extended period of time.

Social

Family Ties

  • Xenia Maeri'dwyn (Elder Sister)
  • Tokkax Maeri'dwyn (Father)
  • Lyxi Maeri'dwyn (Mother - deceased)

Religious Views

The bond the Ip'Lythi share with their God rival even the most dedicated paladins, and Xhoya is no different. Every star is a secret, and each constellation on Epiphany's wings tells stories that the Tricksters are eager to tell.

The topic of the Aspects is not a matter of spiritualism to the young Ip’Lythi. They exist, they are present, and their time is valuable. Those that disrespect or disregard them are met with the same reaction if they were to say they didn’t believe in trees.

Celebrations are held every new moon to welcome Ip’s Homecoming - a day where he leaves his place under Epiphany’s wing to walk the surface for the night. During this time, the usually reclusive teenager gains an energetic spark, filling her day with dance and joy.

Social Aptitude

Though capable of holding a regular and respectful conversation, Xhoya prefers to not be the center of attention. On more than one occasion, she has used the excuse that she doesn't speak common.

Mannerisms

Subconsciously finds herself 'fading out' of situations, whether this means shrinking or cowering in posture, physically stepping away or trying to stand out of line of sight of whomever the subject may be at the time.

Hobbies & Pets

Her non-human companion is Payatier; a blackback that was given to her as a 'going-away' present when her journey began.

Hobbies include reading, studying, and writing. She is also an avid collector of a popular comic series, including both the printed releases and merchandise.

Speech

Common is not her native tongue. As such, Xhoya's accent is almost always present, and may use unusual 'slang' if the word needed doesn't come to mind. (Ex. a 'shoe' may be a 'half-boot')

Her way of speaking is almost poetic, and feels far more wizened than the youthful features may imply

Relationships

Andromika

Zenith (Important)

Towards Xhoya Maeri'dwyn

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Honest


Xhoya Maeri'dwyn

Subject (Vital)

Towards Andromika

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Honest


Tokkax Maeri'dwyn

Father (Vital)

Towards Xhoya Maeri'dwyn

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Honest


Xhoya Maeri'dwyn

Daughter (Vital)

Towards Tokkax Maeri'dwyn

5
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Honest


Xhoya Maeri'dwyn

Sister (Vital)

Towards Xenia Maeri'dwyn

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Frank


Xenia Maeri'dwyn

Sister (Vital)

Towards Xhoya Maeri'dwyn

5
0

Honest


Wealth & Financial state

Modest. With a roof over her families head and always food on the table, Xhoya has never wanted for more and feels blessed that her Brother offers such stability.

A youth guided by the stars

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Divine Classification
Aspect
Alignment
Neutral Good
Species
Held Items
Honorary & Occupational Titles

Irongut

Age
Visually youthful (14)
Date of Birth
9th of Feyspring
Birthplace
Ebonora
Spouses
Siblings
Xenia Maeri'dwyn (Sister)
Children
Sex
Female
Gender
Female
Eyes
Blue and gold flecked
Hair
White
Skin Tone/Pigmentation
Dark slate
Height
4'9"
Weight
Approximately 90 lbs
Belief/Deity
Ip
Aligned Organization
Known Languages

Common, Draconic, Dwarven, Primordial, and a widely unfamiliar dialect of Elvish


[Session 5]
39th of Dromstrath 9998 PR

I by no means think I have seen everything, Brother, but each time I think our day to day life could not get any stranger, somehow it finds a way.   Kiíellièn revealed another collectors item; a pocket home, owned by a small woman named Polly. We were able to enter, somehow, and also took on a much more small and simple form. It makes me wonder - is this how you see us? It is comforting, feeling like we are also tucked safely in your pocket. When we awoke, we found that another was keeping an eye on us as well.   My scribing of circles is not just my idle thoughts. We met another Beastfolk - a cat like Silas. Little Orange Man is his name, and this circle is his work. It was entirely around the floating car, keeping all of us safe through the night. After some questions and answers, he led us to Jaxion (he had left ahead of us again) and the Sol Child he had met earlier named Dar’kindor. He is a Rustsworn - I had no idea that they lived so far away. It must be very lonely, but he did say he had a brother of his own in the rust-eaten valley.   He told us of something called Blackrust; a pox that doesn’t eat metal but the minds of those that inhale it. He said they were mites, and from that, suggestions that maybe Kiíellièn has a way to speak with them, and we will simply be able to ask them to leave. But we also learned that Dar’kindor has a clutch of his own, trapped within the mountain and being forced to try to wake the beast within it. So, now we are faced with a more complicated process. Not only do we need to remove the Deremitru, but now we also have a rescue mission. In addition, we must sabotage whatever is trying to wake up the great scorpion.   Not to mention our entire cube forming process.   Dar’kindor is very wise in the ways his lands worked, and provided us with a balm that would keep Echo from harm - the same that Jaxion had been bleached by. Gidget and Echo found a solution for the Blackrust by crafting masks of glass and leather, with filters to keep the mites at bay. It was during us brainstorming how to protect ourselves that we began to wonder: is the Sharp Fingered Man also able to rust? Simply because he is powerful does not mean that he does not have the same physical weaknesses that, say, Echo might. It is worth remembering at least, and worth trying.   Our allies reminded us that Petunia was a seamstress, and may be able to help us remain unseen through… hopefully everything. I do not know what order things will fall in, but maybe after tonight, I will have more clarity. Because after tonight, I know things will be better.   Welcome Home,   Xhoya

[Session 4 - 2nd Entry]
38th of Dromstrath 9998 PR

Dear Brother,   I am finding that Paegor’s secrets are rivaled only by their aggression.   We followed a paved road wide enough for a whole colony of Blackback’s, leading to a city hidden from the Sculptors eyes and buildings taller than anything I’ve seen in the Veil. The residents are a broken reflection of us, and there was a part of me that begged to ask if any of them had seen my clutch. But… for every shadow-skinned folk, there were two men dressed as Jaxion was. I couldn’t risk it - I pulled my mask up higher and climbed back into the floating car.   This city does seem to enjoy the letter B. It is very large and on most buildings. I wonder what it stands for? Books? Bubbles? Maybe it stands for Brother? :)   Our next stop was very dusty and just as strange. Much smaller than the other city we went through, we did find a place to stretch our legs and maybe stay the night. The woman was nameless - not by choice. She was a victim of the loop knot that is fae language, accidentally swindled of it. I have sympathy for her, but I was honest. The name is long gone, likely traded a dozen times over by now.   Jaxion left without word and returned hours later, washed out like old photographs. He said it was something to help with the rust? That he was gifted a special wax that kept it away and also dulled his lustre. The nameless one - Kiíellièn has started calling her Petunia - said she is familiar enough with the mines nearby to draw a map of it. And so, she did. It is the strangest thing, Brother, how perfectly they align with your work. I would say you have an admirer, if I did not think these creators had ill intention.   Now, unease has overcome the need for comfort. We have learned that the first guest here did not leave with a pulse, and so we are leaving before the sol sets. Kiíellièn says she has a place for us to sleep safely, but she says and has many unusual things. I do not know what to expect anymore.   I will write again after we have had a chance to rest our eyes.   With Love,   Xhoya

[Session 4 - 1st Entry]
38th of Dromstrath 9998 PR

I’ve done it Brother!!!   The cube - it makes sense! I do not quite know how to put it together, but how and why it does what it does, I do! Do you think Highness will be excited? I do not think a letter would reach him, but when we make it home I will have many stories to tell! … If… I get home. Will you tell him for me, if I can not do it myself?   The next step - after we can create it - will be to get the sharp fingered man to come after it. While I understand its workings, I do not know why it speaks the way it does to those around it. If we did not know one of these had been taken apart, I would almost think it alive, calling for anyone to lift it and feed upon them if they can not bring it something to eat first. Gambit had an idea to expose the original cube only for a short moment to get his attention. It may be our best option, unless I find more answers than monsters in my sleep tonight.   There has been another development. Kiíellièn has confirmed what we knew all along Brother - she IS a Keeper. Well… she denied this, but the likeness to The Scholar is uncanny. I am finding that, while we all seem to want to trust eachother, many secrets are still being kept and untruths left in their place. We will be creating another one. Lux had an idea to introduce her as her student of sorts, and so we must weave more stories to have answers for questions that may come up. And if they have seen the things I have… they would have many, MANY questions.   Toad was real. He was not a fancy machine, and more still, she had another living in her hair. Not a toad, another Sol Child. He was very small but very smart, and all these happenings just create more questions in my head, Little Bug. She brings creatures that are only told in stories, she has wings like those only seen during Great Dyings, and now she also says she is not from this ‘realm.’ There is no ‘logical reason’ for all of these to line up right now, besides the truth that we have all long since accepted.   Jaxion is anxious to leave. He is hurriedly helping us pack, but I think he may have fallen asleep against the button that makes the machine scream. I do not know how long it will be before I can safely write again - we are looking for a way through the mountain. I hope it is more simple than we expect.   To Stable Paths,   Xhoya

[Session 3]
37th of Dromstrath 9998 PR

Paegor is violent and unwelcoming.   We made it to the ‘Scorpion Eye’ - that is what they keep calling it. There was supposed to be no one there, Jaxion said so. But he lied, Little Bug. The emptiness he said lingered in the mountainside smelled of smoking gears and blood that was no longer within the body. It was difficult to see, and for that I am grateful, lest the people I walk with see me choke on my own bile behind my mask.   Something horrible was there Brother. A man or a beast, living in the smoke that strangled so many innocents. It tried to take me, and had Gambit not been so close it likely would have. But… Gidget was not as fortunate. She was taken elsewhere, and though I could not see where, as we came together the burns on her skin and smoldering jacket was enough to tell her story.   Another weapon fired hot light at a wall, trying to drill through it, but it turned on us and   [[The sentence becomes progressively shakier until it cuts off entirely]]   I do not think I wish to tell you about it. Know that we are alive. And also know, that we found many other people that were living too. Fifteen more soldiers were able to leave and return to their families. There were five longer bundles brought up with them, and though I have not seen this process, I know that men sometimes transport the dead like this. The being in the smoke lingered until the blanket they traveled in cleared out the broken glass, and we were soon to leave after.   The soldiers joined us in Gidgets machine; I sat as far back as I could, feeling like a rabbit stuck in its den with a hungry fox waiting outside. I said nothing, desperately wanting to ask the men if they had seen any of my clutch, but the weight of the warning Adromika gave kept my lips heavy and my tongue mute.   But my ears were sharp.   They say the mountain is alive; that it is a titan of a scorpion that the Deremitru are wanting to wake up and use it. But why? For what? What purpose could be behind ending so many lives without sorrow? Not even beasts bring such ruin simply because they can. These are not villains, Brother, these are monsters.   We were able to reunite families and agreed to help further. They say there is a mining town to the North that may allow us to venture under the mountain, but… is this wise? The soldiers in the base lost many lives, and they were armed and trained for battle. We are fewer than ten - what can we possibly be expected to do against something that can not be touched, funneling in mechanical pawns that can not be reasoned with?   Every door that opens invites us down new paths that lead only to danger. Am I truly where I need to be? I want to help, but I am horrified. What can I possibly do, Little Bug? Scream at anything that moves? Hide against a wall and let someone else get hurt? Aggressively move some rubble? The more I think of it, the more I feel like Jaxion is right. Maybe I should just stay here. If I am most useful by trying to break the cubes secrets, then it would be best for me to be somewhere that I can not get blood on my book, true?   Lux was kind enough to purchase a course on Io.na for me with her credit numbers (these still do not make sense to me) so I have something new to study before I try to get some rest. There are many things to think about, and I hope the new material can help my mind relax and focus on something that I can make sense of.   Hope to see you soon,   Xhoya       PS. Gambit has said he will be celebrating Homecoming!!! But… you knew that already, didn’t you? :)

[Session 2] Preydrus, Day II - Part 2
37th of Dromstrath 9998 PR

Dear Brother,   The day has given me many emotions so far. We are back within Gidgets machine, safe from the cold that nips at us while we scale the high rocks. Even so… I do not feel like we will remain safe for long.   But I will start you with a smile tonight. I have eaten no more spicy things, but we did chase scorpions! Jaxion ate one live, Echo carried handfuls by the tails while others bundled them up like Homecoming gifts. I think Kiíellièn was… speaking to them? And I have slept so little that I think some of them may have tried talking to me, too. But I laughed. I laughed harder than I have in months, and if that does not bring a smile to your face, then I have more to tell: I have a present for you! But you will need to wait a few more nights to have it.   Sadly, I think this is where the good news ends. Eyes and hands of scared residents gripped at Jaxion and began speaking to him in words I do not know, but Jaxion had said they were looking for members of their family. They are part of the Navy too, like Jaxion, and are supposed to be higher in the mountains   That is where we are going now. We have reached a point where the cars and bicycles can not get through the snow - it is tall enough to hide Silas within. I want to have hope that they are alright, but I feel sick to my stomach with dread. I have protected myself the best I can, but I think I am seen as a burden. I am scared, Little Bug, and I do not want them to be scared for me too. Gidget called me something strange a few nights ago. A Seer? A person who can see things to come? Is that true, and that is why The Choir is searching?   If it is true, and it is a gift that I have, will this stop if you take it away?   I will try to be brave for you Brother.   Please Guide Us Safely,   Xhoya

[Session 1] Preydrus, Day II
37th of Dromstrath 9998 PR

Dear Brother,   Two of your cycles have passed since we've settled into this strange home, the last one I was not able to see you nor your work through. It unsettles me, almost as much as the rest of the world seems to be. Paegor is large, but words are spread within seconds. Many, many places are filled with frightened people, whose homes, stores and transportation are locked away for their own safety. Two cycles, I said? It feels like it has been weeks.   But... were you able to hear? Kiíellièn CAN play the piano, but she plays it so strangely. She has only two hands, but I swear I hear at least two others playing. It simply would not be possible to play that many notes with out at least t---~~     [[The writing cuts off with a sharp scratch, as if the writer had hastily moved]] [[It continues further down the page, written slightly cockeyed - rushed and sloppy - unlike any previous entry]]     Lux Silvers is here.     [[ The writing continues on the following page, correctly oriented, and scribed using a fresh pen ]]     Hello Again Brother,   I felt like my thoughts were becoming too scattered, and so, please allow me to start anew: our guests have come.   Lux Silvers arrived at our safehouse, along with a purple horned man, and another man made mostly of metal.   And You.   Not You. But part of You, and from what he says, maybe your voice one day?   He is a stranger, yet I was so relieved to feel someone familiar that I wept into his shoulder before I even knew his name. Gambit is special, and I am not saying that because he brought my spirit peace. He can do strange things; odd magicks that I think all of the Queens would be very interested in, but few would be able to explain.   The man with the metal face is named Echo. He and Gidget were able to have a good conversation about the guns on their belt. The... only thing I could think of to do at the time was greet him. Do you think he is like Decipherer? Is he learning to be a person for the first time, and maybe he also woke up late? Is... that too specific? I do not want to ask him too many questions that may make him feel out of place. After all, he is a person too.   The purple man scared me at first. When Silas did not open the door right away, the man threw his body against it. Jaxion is a sergeant in the Navy - he said such. I wanted to stay away; knew how dangerous it was for me to be so near. But... he is not a bad man. Sometimes his voice is harsh, but when he spoke to me he did not do so with anger or cruelty when I came out from behind the chair. I see kindness in him, but I think maybe he would rather not deal with it.   Do you remember the floating numbers and pictures? The one that made the strange box? Lux had it with her, in her bag - the box. She allowed me to look closer, and with that distance I could study it. I do not want to build my own hopes too high, but the way this creation works, I think I understand it! Highness Krekka spoke of this in his teaching, but called them 'advanced practices.' Ways to bend and twist the magics of a spell to enhance them far beyond what they should do. It is not something I can do now, but given time, I am confident I can replicate it.   The Gazelle is looking for this cube, Gambit said, and one other. Horrible things are going to happen if the pointy fingers hold all of them - things that we will not be able to stop. If we can make more of these that can look and feel the same, we should be able to mislead him.   We took a moment to find food and leave the dread behind. Preydrus is coming to an end, but we are still taking the night to celebrate. We went to a gathering where we ate hearts of creatures cooked in spicy oil. Lux, Kiíellièn and Gidget also ate them, but I think the oils burned them a bit too harsh in the end. Kiíellièn ate as many as I did, though I do not think she will feel well in the morning. But did you see Brother? I was able to eat the final piece, and the blasts of light they used to celebrate brought me closer to your workshop! One day, maybe, we will be able to visit eachother.   We are back inside the car with floating wheels now. I am not sure where we are going next, but I believe we may have convinced Jaxion to catch scorpions.   To More Peaceful Nights,   Xhoya

Preydrus, Day I
36th of Dromstrath, 9998 PR

Blessed Hunt, Brother!   I do not think I have ever been away from home for Preydrus. The mornings were always exciting, with every home smelling of cured meats and roasting root vegetables. It was a good breakfast to prepare for a long day of activities!   This year, the Holiday welcomes us like the starving hound welcomes the rabbit. They followed, Brother. The Choir still visits me at night; shows me strange and horrific things that should not be seen, and I know now, that they also see things. I watched the shadows crawl from the windows and twirl a gnarled finger around Gidget's hair. I told her to not sleep by windows tonight, and I hope she listens.   Preydrus' morning meal is cooked by a metal, round creature with multiple arms. We have been calling him B-Yu, but I do not know if that actually is his name. Do not worry though, I was sure to greet him properly.   I wish that I could continue to tell you all of the unique things I am seeing, but right now, the only thing I can see is the telecaster, continually streaming the word 'WAR.' I keep telling myself, it can not be true, they would not do that. There are far too many unknowns, how could either of our countries try to point the blame on one another? Alcyon, another city here, also felt tragedy and horror. Buildings larger than our tallest spires had collapsed, wreathed in fire like a hug no one welcomed. The screens here continue to play the horror, but Silas slowed it down enough to see him: the metal man with the pointy fingers, and I am certain now, Little Bug. This creature, the 'Gazelle' - I have seen him in my sleep. He is one of them, but does he lead them, or does he follow?   Whatever his position might be, he seems to know we are here.   A package was delivered. When Silas opened it, there was a strange metal... box of some sort. But he recognized it. He said it was part of the ship, something that the Navy claimed to have (but how, when it is clearly right here? Is there another? ). The strange piano and other things in the home allowed him to open it. It was strangely beautiful, Brother, and reminded me of you; all of these numbers and shapes that created beautiful lines and pictures, until soon, it came together, and I saw it. The strange shape that cried in anguish, bleeding the souls of the dead into nothingness. I thought maybe it used the departed to power itself, but now I wonder... is this what will happen if this object falls into the Gazelle's hands? Death so grand that the rivers of souls run over?   The group is wanting me to stay protected, and while I certainly agree with them, they have given me a weapon. A blaster of some sort, the size of my leg. I could not rightfully refuse - that would bring about more questions than I would like. But, I do not know how well I will be able to use it. I am still nursing my wound, surely holding it against me would put my healing back days.   Silas has said that guests will be coming, but as I write this, the windows and doors of the house have been hidden beneath dark panels. I do not know how we will have guests if we can not even open the door? Then again, he has many surprises. One of them is his ability to fall asleep so quickly. B-Yu has made tea, and I think I will try to rest as well.   Hope to See You Soon,   Xhoya

[Session 0.75 - II]
34th of Dromstrath 9998 PR

Do you believe in ghosts, Brother?   Of course you do.   I do not feel threatened, but I do not like this place. The pathways are unforgiving, like they do not wish to be traveled, and there are old homes that whisper with restless spirits. I do not think we will be going into any of these tired buildings, and I am very grateful for that. There are many, many people, and while this city has many lovely views of the water, I feel that it would be much better if the residents were not here. I can not hear the wind or crickets over the roar of voices, and the Kaidan lights they flood the night with makes it very hard to see your work.   But, I saw it another way. Silas is disguising himself, and took on a very familiar name: Shadow. I can not help but feel that this is somehow your doing, Crafty Bug.   He lead us through the city, and we stopped by a vendor that sold frozen cream treats. It has been so long! The coming of Veritu allows us to make shaved ice drizzled with fruit juice back home, but from what Papa has said, cream from Wigdonhyd is used for other things, so we can not make the frozen cream dessert unless trade is high. Maybe when I am older, I can buy my own cream, and make my own honey berry treat? I will share it with you!   A blue man with horns was in the house that Shadow lead us to. He played the piano very well, but was more interested in talking with Shadow. They must be very good friends.   Many strange things have appeared out of the walls: weapons, medicines, unusual clothings. I have borrowed a more simple set to wear while I clean my clothes tonight   It feels... safe here. I am grateful to these people. They ask many questions, but none of them have been towards me. I do not know if they trust me, but I think I would like them to. I want to trust them, too. So, I am helping Silas. Shadow? I hope that you also want to find the one with sharp fingers, and maybe that is why we are in this strange house. This 'safe house' they called it. It does live up to its name sake, does it not?   Even in the forced light that Ellisbeth has made, you have bent it to your will to show the pictures you need to. I admire you, Brother, and how you will always find a way to shine brightly, even when so many try to outdo you. I will cherish it like a blanket on this cold night.   Kiíellièn is watching me. She is like us ; also like Gidget. Sleep avoids her, and I think it is more that she does not need much. She had made an interesting comment earlier, that Payatier 'reminded her of someone' though she claimed she did not have Blackbacks in her home. Has she... been to -our- home? Is she more traveled than she wants us to believe?   I will write more slowly. Perhaps she will think I am nodding off and find something else to hold her attention. Maybe she knows how to play the piano also?   Let Our Rest Be Peaceful,   Xhoya

[Session 0.75 - I]
32nd of Dromstrath 9998 PR

Dear Brother,   This land - this continent - it is so much more hostile than I ever could have thought it to be. I thank you, for keeping me safe, and I am sorry I accused you of admonishing me. It was the only thing that made sense at the time; that I had done something wrong, or maybe I was in the wrong place.   A creature - a person? - threw giant rocks at us. I was certain they were going to rob us or try to harm the giant machine. And... they did. A cat of metal ripped through the walls and tried to take Silas. The giant man with one eye landed on the roof, and we tried to run. We had to, right? Silas, Kiíellièn and myself slid out the window, but Gidget stayed behind. A bit too long. We were worried, but she came out, unharmed. Gidget, I am learning, is very good with people, and also with machines!   She told us that he introduced himself as Rexor, and that the copper machine we are on is not welcome in the state ahead, going so far as to say we are an enemy. And do you know why, Little Bug? He said that Silas is a criminal; that he is why the ship fell from the sky. Gidget made something that smells of the mixture Xenia creates for cleaning, and applied to to his fur to change parts of his color. He sleeps now, but even with his confident attitude, I see how his ears hang as he slumbers. He does not feel well - perhaps the liquid was too strong?   With Gidget's machine damaged and flagged, I... perhaps made a bold decision. I released Payatier so that we could travel on strong legs during the night. I did not expect any of them to have seen a Blackback before, but they took to her well, and she to them.   But Brother, I am confused. Paegor was so quick to call Silas a villain, but... how would they know? How did they know he was there? More importantly, how did they know he was alive? So many people burned, so many falling into the waters because of the one with needle fingers, and if not for him - if not for he and Gidget also, we would be, and I would be,   [[The writing cuts off abruptly, warped spots and spatters of watered down dirt imply liquid that has hit the parchment and dried. Writing continues further down, past the marred writing surface]]   I am sorry. I know the answers will come, and I am grateful for your ever-watching eyes. Silas says there is safety in Ellisbeth, and with your artwork on display for all eyes to see, I can not help but agree. I am scared, Brother, but I trust you, and I am attentive to both your canvas and the gallery you display it in.   Happy Shedding,   Xhoya  

[Session 0.5]
31st of Dromstrath 9998 PR

Did I anger you, Brother?   I am sorry. I am so sorry for whatever it was I did that has made you punish me so.   I was so grateful for the the gentle light you provided in the lower levels of the boat. I thought that, maybe I am finally alright? Maybe I can close my eyes and rest until Denna's waters are no longer below us?   The room I ran to was not the vacant one. Or, I thought that it was, for a while... until they came. A metal creature, but not like the mechanical bodied ones that stand like a man, and the woman that was with it. She was very kind to me, even after finding me. We ate warm food, and she told me her name was Gidget. It was nice to not feel hunted.   But you know this peace did not last.   The ship... it fell, Brother, and they say it was because of a long creature with sharp fingers and no eyes. Is this my doing? Did the Choir follow me, and now... so many people will never go home?   I thought I was one of those people, Little Bug. Nothing from last night makes sense. We landed very harshly in the water and my head hurts as much as my shoulder does. We were rescued by a woman on a dragon who had wings like a Keeper. Surely you understand why I thought I had departed?   She was still there when we awoke. Kiíellièn is her name, and now we are on a metal craft with spindly legs that Gidget provided. Silas - a beastfolk that is a cat; he also escaped with us - knows the way to the closest civilization. He is with the Black Axel, surely this is the safest place to be right now?   I am sitting in one of the cushioned seats, watching the long legs clack against a dead land I do not recognize. These people... they are kind, but they talk a lot. And as I write you now, I can't help but wonder... are these people what - who - you sent us to look for? Are your paintings being made anew because a Keeper truly is here to lead us into a new time? She is not just a strange fanatic?   She has a very old stringed instrument that she says she knows how to play, but she has said and done a lot of very strange things recently. Silas had said we are about three hours away from where we need to be. I may as well listen.   Keep Me Strong,   Xhoya

[Session 0]
30th of Dromstrath 9998 PR

Dear Brother,   You are very clever in your guidance. I did not think to take one of the boats that travels in the sky; that is many eyes and many faces that may look this way. The water seemed easier... but Quentheri never said we would be sharing a room with cargo freights. And so, I am not. Not in a room.   The Starfall reminds me of home. Reminds me of you. I am grateful for the chance to breathe, but while I have not been seen yet, this level of the boat is getting very busy. More and more travelers are also choosing this day for their trips, and I do not think I can stay in this... room of crates. I may not be able to leave.   Many sea elves have spoken and gossiped as they worked, and one of them said that a room was vacant for maintenance. I am... in a lull, right now, perhaps the elves have stopped loading so that they can have their meal? My limb still aches, Brother, but I know if I am to move, it needs to be soon. I just wanted to tell you that I am alive, and I hope with all of my heart that this abandoned room will keep me that way through the night. I also hope that the sleepless fog of my brain will clear soon - I can not remember if the elves said the room was 809 or 908. I will take one more short moment to catch my breath, and then I will move.   Please Lead Me Safely,   Xhoya

Runic Writing - [Pre-Session 0]

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A Ruined Page
Mid-Late Dromstrath 9998 PR

[A tear stained page, filled with scratched off sentences and bleeding drops of ink. A poem is written along the bottom. Or perhaps, a song?]     Tell me a story of long-legged beasts; Of broken clocks on the wall; Tell me a story of how time ceased; And how shadows embraced all   Tell me a story with six bright eyes; And nine stars aligned that plead; Tell me a story of three lost cries; With one left out to bleed   Tell me the story of what they’ve done; And how warm death’s hands can be; Ten-thousand nights to welcome one; And no one left to see.

Undated Page
Mid-Late Dromstrath 9998 PR

[This page is undated. The lines are inconsistent in length and show heavy fatigue]     I do not know what to do Little Bug,   Palt Airon allows me to see Paogor across the waters, and the pain in my shoulder urges me to not go forward. That whatever the Choir wants, they are not going to stop simply because I am on a boat. Will they allow Payatier to board, or must I go on foot to this new land? Will they be suspicious because there are no ‘adults’ with me?   I can’t do this. She should have picked someone else. I never should have come here.

One Hundred and Sixty-Fifth Entry
22nd of Dromstrath 9998 PR

I saw them, Little Bug   Not my clutch - the Choir. There is more than one, and even though I saw them, I do not know what my tired eyes actually saw. Many pointed legs, each one like a knife. Sometimes there were four, sometimes six, sometimes a strange number that naturally would not offer good movement - like nine. The eyes were the same, moving, shifting, multiplying to whatever amount it needed and moving them to where they needed to go. Always though, that same putrid glowing green and yellow, like a cursed candle begging to snuff out.   I do not know if they saw me. I was already awake when I saw the shadows inch towards Faerakki. I tried to scream to her, but not a single sound left my mouth. Payantier was bellowing in panic as soon as it grabbed Faerakki’s legs, and I… I hid. We had a dead tree nearby that we let the Blackbacks eat grubs off of, and we had lightly jested that it was large enough for me to live in. It was large enough for me to hide in, and that is what was important then.   They looked for me I think; heavy crunches and giggles. A leg splintered through the already crumbling wood and into my shoulder - if my sleeve was not already so close to my mouth to bite, they surely would have heard me scream. I hid until Kaida looked for me, shivering in my own blood and tears.   I took time to wrap my wound, but I can not stay here forever. Quentheri was guiding us. She knew our route well, and now I only have my own notated map. I hope it will suffice, and I hope the stars you shine on our surface will aid me in my path. I have come this far - turning around would only be a waste of time.   Give me strength,   Xhoya

One Hundred and Fifty-Second Entry
9th of Dromstrath 9998 PR

We never found them Brother.   We checked every small city in our travels through the state, and after arriving in Alterslope, visited every city nearest to the border. They are just… gone. Did they return to Ellerina? And if that was what they chose to do, why be so silent? We may have been able to create a better return party for them.   Instead, we awoke to screams and giggles. Gaazi’s belongings were scattered across our camp grounds. The tent that Zachin slept in is in shambles, and I see remnants of Yemala’s Wings in the trees. Claw marks dig into all areas of surface, scarring the skin of our Mother without reason. Six Blackbacks are missing - I do not know if they were spooked into the hills, or if… maybe they were taken too?   Brother, they were not only laughing, they were singing as my people panicked, and I heard them so clearly; multiple voices atop one another like a chorus of all things in the Hells. They serenade the story of six bright eyes, nine stars aligned, and three more cries lost to their darkness. The four of us that remain shared knowing glances. They heard it as clear as I did, but more so… it was recognition. They hadn’t just heard it, Brother, they had heard it before now.   We are not searching for them. We are rushing to the closest port in Palt Airon, hoping that whatever stalks us will leave us when we cross to Paegor.   I threw what was left of my medicine into the fire this morning. Sleeping deeply is not worth this outcome.   If I do not write again, know that I love you dearly,   Xhoya

One Hundred and Forty-Third Entry
40th of Veritu 9998 PR

Brother of Mine,   The nights have been terrible. For the last four cycles in Primbolt, my sleep has been less and less. But this panicked scratching is not about me   Something came for us Brother. I do not know if we had been followed, or if something stumbled across us in the darkness. But three of us are gone. Yikka, Larus, and Ashwyn have not been seen since last night. A few of us have wondered if, perhaps they mounted and journeyed ahead? It isn’t logical, but it is possible. Even so, I do not think that is the case. Payantier was still calmly resting, and she is a bit flighty when too many things are happening around her. It sounds a bit familiar, does it not?   There were no signs of struggle or injury. We are going to spend the day searching and stop by neighboring towns - perhaps it was an emergency resupply? I suppose it is better for them to go in a smaller clutch than on their own.   I am afraid Brother, but I MUST find sleep somehow. They count now, scratching invisible tallies next to the broken clocks they sing about. Maybe… maybe I do need to have a higher dose of the tonic? Am I growing resistant?   May Xenia's craft grant me solitude,   Xhoya

One Hundred and Nineteenth Entry
16th of Veritu 9998 PR

Dear Brother,   I must say that I am very relieved that your tricks and riddles are beginning to come together. I will also compliment you - I feel that the new constellation that you have assembled for us is MUCH nicer to look at than your sad excuse at finger painting :)   Andromika must have known. She had to have - right? Why else would she have sent us to where we are destined? Because we would be facing your designs of course!   … I am sorry Brother. I try to write you happy and exciting things, but I know my shaky ink tells my secrets. I am so honored to be able to witness your new creations, but I wish I never would have come. Xenia’s mix is losing potency. The nightmares started to return on Feldfest - scratchy talon and teeth that started tugging at the snagged threads of my sleep, singing for stories and embraces that I am NOT willing to give. To make it worse, Yikka was humming a tune that should belong only in my mind.   I am scared, Little Bug. Please help my mind and heart find peace.   Xhoya

One Hundred and Fourth Entry
1st of Veritu 9998 PR

Good Morning Brother,   Veritu has begun, and as I’m sure you’ve noticed, I am wingless. Even though I know this absence is outside of my control, I still feel guilt. With our Zenith holding so much faith in me, surely I should be able to at least uphold the expectations of my Queen? Highness assured me that I can pick up right where I left off, once we return to Nodelrun. His words are kind, but there is much I will need to review again. This puts me months behind. But what am I to do? I can’t refuse this trip simply because I’d rather be among books.   In other news, I am getting a blackback! We all are, for ease of travel. I have only ever been a passenger on one, and only to travel beneath the land to study the mana flows. I hope that we can get along okay. Our clutch will begin by heading towards Evermist. When we arrive there, we will decide the best course of action for crossing the waters.   Please send safe journeys our way,   Xhoya

Ninety-Fifth Entry
31st of Æltum 9998 PR

Hello Brother,   I am exhausted. I spent an entire day sleeping, as the previous nights have been so empty of rest. I find myself napping frequently, as each time I shut my eyes, I see something else staring back at me. Sometimes it smiles, sometimes it laughs in a woman's voice, or growls like a beast. Needless to say, the last few dragon’s flights have proven very difficult for… well… everything. I can not sleep, I can not study, packing and preparing for whatever trail you have laid for us has been using what energy I can spare.   Xenia has prepared a new tincture for me to take on the journey. She says it is a much more potent brew, and should promote a deeper, dreamless state. She did tell me to be very careful with the dosage though, or I may sleep much longer than I mean to. I am not sure if this is a side effect, or advice. If nothing else, I hope it can at least get me through the evening.   Here’s to pleasant nothings tonight,   Xhoya

Eighty-Second Entry
18th of Æltum 9998 PR

Dear Brother,   The summons was so very interesting. I have been assigned to a clutch - a total of fifteen of us have been brought together. A collection that large implies that we are going on quite the trip. Why me though, I wonder? We have been told that we will be journeying North, all the way to Paegor. I have hardly even left Nodelrun! Surely there are more capable, that could travel faster for longer, complete this journey much swifter? I know that I am only going to hinder them, but Andromika seems confident in her choice. Who am I to question her?   Right now, I think it is in my best interest to get to know my traveling companions. It is going to be a very long trip after all. I also am not the only one that seems uneasy about such a journey. Nerves are visible in their eyes and twitches of their fingers. Also: weariness. I think that maybe these are ones that also saw your strange displays over the past nights? And probably WORRIED! Like I TOLD YOU they would!   Ugh. Before too many introductions and get-to-know-you’s happen, I need a nap.   Wake me up when you’re ready to behave,   Xhoya

Sixty-Sixth Entry
2nd of Æltum 9998 PR

Brother,   I received a formal summons today from our Zenith. Maybe I was wrong, and she did not believe me? Maybe she thought I had dreamed the whole thing? One thing is for sure, this is not a good day to be handed one of these things. Xenia’s mix is failing; I hear them singing in my sleep again, asking for stories and pictures of stars. At least, I think that is what they said.   I pulled a knife on my own bookcase when I woke up. I decided that maybe sleep was not the best option for me tonight, even though it had only been an hour or two. So, I studied instead. There is still time for me to complete my courses before the months end - I am sure of it.   The parchment noted that our group would be gathering this afternoon. That means there is more than just me?   Please help guide my tired eyes,   Xhoya

Fifty-Third Entry
29th of Io 9998 PR

I’m Sorry Brother,   I could not handle it anymore. While I am sure you and the Smaller Bug are having a grand time turning your paintings around, it is unsettling, and I think maybe your jokes are pushing too far. It was very, very clever, and I did laugh when The Lyre returned like an unwashed borrowed cloak. But it is gone again, and it has been days with nothing in the sky. And last night… what WAS that?   I had to go to Andromika. I ‘accidentally’ opened the window to the office too far, and ‘a strong breeze’ knocked over some paperwork. When I apologized to the secretary and ‘kneeled down to help pick up the mess’ - I crawled away and into the waiting chamber.   I did not even have to knock upon the door to her study. It was cracked, and she beckoned me in by name. It was as if she was expecting me - and maybe she was? We talked, and she was the only one to believe me. And do you know why? Because she saw it too. Both your game, and the new mess you put in its place.   She also asked how I’ve been sleeping. Have you spoken with her recently too?   Until tomorrow,   Xhoya

Forty-Fourth Entry
20th of Io 9998 PR

Brother,   While I am very fond of the laughter and joy you bring us, today was not a good day to bring such pranks to me. I spoke with every Caste about what you left for us, and not one of them believed me. Highness Krekka was the only one to humor me, and that is only because he has worked so closely with me. And do you know why, Brother, none of them believe me when they could simply look up to your canvas?   Because they have all returned.   Even if this is a very elaborate scheme of yours, Little Bug, I do not understand how they can overlook the mistake you yourself have made. Or is that the joke? To put them back upside-down? You do understand that, if it were anyone else, surely they would think that our world was coming to an end? I’ll be keeping both eyes on you!   With Love   Xhoya,

Twenty-Ninth Entry
5th of Io 9998 PR

Dear Brother,   Xenia brewed a tincture for me from local flowers and corona fern. It was mostly to help me sleep, she said, but it should keep the nightmares at bay, or at least, lessen them. She was right - I have had sound sleeps, though my dreams are not pleasant yet. I do not see them as strongly as I used to, but I still hear their muffled singing, as if I am hearing them behind a closed door.   Something else is not quite sitting right with me, Brother. The Lyre in the sky - I do not see it as I should. It does not look like it is late nor have I missed its passing. Is there a reason that it does not follow the dragon when She leaves the sky? Is there more to your plan that I have not been able to see?   But, what I DID see, is something you may have left in its place. You are very sneaky Brother! Even so, I will need to tell the Queens. If the wrong person sees the stars out of place, someone is going to start a panic.   I will let you know how it goes.   Xhoya

Twenty-Second Entry
38th of Solus 9998 PR

[Entries continue - through context and overall lapses in penmanship, it is clear that the author is having trouble sleeping]     Brother,   I am seeing them with more clarity. Worse still… I think they see me too. They were always figures, but my imagination made them anything. Flitting shadows, wolves, birds, even trees every now and again. But they have eyes now. Sometimes a woman's voice, sometimes a man’s, but always with eyes of brightest green. It is unnatural, like magic and hellfire combined, and they no longer look through me Brother. They are looking at me.   And I hear them speak. No longer muffled speech, it is a rhyme. A song maybe? It is alluring… like a siren wanting to drown us while promising a sweet embrace.   “Tell me a story.”   That is what they sing. There is more - I know there is. I can hear it; hear the similar tones. And when I awake, I feel as if I have been strangled. It is cold. In these recent nights, I have awoken to my window open, or occasionally my door.   I took a knife from the kitchen. It is under my pillow now.   Please keep me safe,   Xhoya

Eighth Entry
24th of Solus 9998 PR

[Daily entries continue with mundane activities, but as short as they are at times, not a single day is missed. ] ___   Dear Brother,   The Wings assured me that I was not sick. They told me that my use of Ambrosia was within the limits, especially for the Caste of Hands. My examination was clean. My hands, my face, nothing abnormal - nothing that would even begin to hint that Blight was setting in. Why are they getting worse, Little Bug?   I could not sleep at all last night. Instead, I watched you chase the tail of the Sol, trying to read what you had left behind in the sky. I am seeing a book that I have already memorized, Brother. What am I missing? What do I need to do to make them stop?   One of them tried to speak last night. I could not piece together all it was trying to say, but I heard the word ‘story.’   I hope it is not wanting to tuck me in at night, because it is doing a poor job of showing it.   More Soon,   Xhoya

First Entry
17th of Solus 9998 PR

[The journal is well loved - the embellishments on the cover show signs of wear and frequent use. ] [While it is used daily, it is clear that not every entry is of significance, outside of the thoughts of the writer.] [The language within is both foreign yet familiar, as if you shouldn’t be able to read it. ]   [And yet, you can] ___   Brother of Mine,   I am so excited! My studies and efforts have been recognized. If all goes well, I feel like I will earn my wings by the end of Æltum, and I can not wait to show you them on Homecoming! I hope dearly that the Hands I am able to offer you will do you proud. Papa and Xenia have already told me how proud they are. Do you think Mama will be as well? I hope so. I will visit her at the grove today.   Last time I visited, I told her about the nightmares I have been having. I pushed them away for a while - telling myself that it wasn’t anything weird. Everyone has them every now and again, right? But… I feel like they have gotten worse. At the start of the year, it was maybe every Sentry. I thought maybe you were trying to tell me something… and maybe you are? Am I sick, Brother? Does the Bite affect me in my sleep?   I shall visit the Caste of Wings when I finish my studies tomorrow.   Until then,   Xhoya