Journal 4 - Day 1 in Beaumont pt.2

This morning's Sol light was a desperate prayer answered. If the Starfall tragedy wasn't enough to endure as the first introduction to my new world, the bitter sting of Scorpion Pointe was there to freeze the sorrowful terror into my restless thoughts. It's quiet, except for the winter winds howl reminding us who's alpha. But. I hear them still. How could I not? What nightmares must this poor child be plagued by if, I still hear them. Like sharp, abrupt screams from a banshee's stringed quartet accompanying the wild core crushing, crashing percussion of the Starfall's regretful demise. The new haunted soundtrack of my mind. So, welcome to Beaumont. Welcome, Kiíellièn. Welcome to Pægor. There is no turning back now. Remember, you chose to adventure here. To leave the comforts of your small, provided for life, to take on this world and earn a place under this Sol. On this land. So, thank you Beaumont. but, it will take more than that to stop my goals! Even if I have to snuggle with these complete strangers under the protective wing of Princess Toad! I will conquer!
 
Oh, Gidget is the first to stir it seems.
 
Maybe she's been awake but it's the first movement from any of them. I'd say it's the new rapid change in temperature the Sol has brought but she's now cooing over a weird group of spiders called Mechs. She is a rather excitable girl. I think Xhoya may also be awake, but pretending to sleep. Pretty sure I saw her eye open. Silas, is, purring! under my cloak. So cute. Little kitty man must enjoy the warm. Such a cat!
I think this swelter, what in the crazy swelter, has driven the rest of my party to wake.
 
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Well, it seems we have an obvious problem. How are we going to make to the city. Which changed now after Silas received a very strange secret message. So, now we're travelling to Ellisbeth. Such a secretive cat.
It seems that I forgot my E.S.B. for Princess Toad, and the group thinks his created form will "freak everyone out." I swear, if all the people I meet are all this scared of my aesthetic, I'm going for an uphill jog. I decided, with heavier heart than I expected, I would send Princess Toad back home. He has been my only friend for so long. Being without him, its a loneliness that feels like a hollowed out pit in a realm of wicked shadows. A weird symbol that I cut off the final tie to home and am now vowed to the pursuit I've decided I wanted so badly. Farewell, Princess Toad. Next time we meet, I'll be on top of it all my best friend.
 
It looks like Gidget has something to celebrate? A good distraction after a, truly difficult send off.
 
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WE ARE IN THE COOLEST MOVING VEHICLE!
Let me backtrack!
Gidget remembered her E.S.B. unlike the airhead I am. I am so sorry again for forgetting your home. So you to come with me, see all the sights we talked abouts seeing together. I miss you and hope you will be okay at home. But, sad is looking into the past so let me recant the first bit of good luck we've had. Like said, vehicle above! Gidget's excitement was totally warranted. Poor girl must have been a distraught mess in her mind; and who could blame her These three have lost so much in the Blink of hours.
 
Hmm. I do believe they have become my first fans after an exclusive performance on the Cindercleft. I will care for them as any idol should care for their fans. I want to do all I can, to help their stories heal...
 
But, anyway. The excitement; which started after I said my farewells. Gidget found Mat!! Not exactly what I expected him to look like but I am eternally grateful for the return of her dear friend. Even if he came back dead and craving juice. She said he'd be okay, so, yay! She searched for his E. S. B. and found another! This huge beast of a vehicle we ride in named The Cindercleft leapt out of its ball! She said it was a loan from her clan the Copper Heart Guild. I will personally thank them for saving us days of travel! We then took the whole of an hour making my arms fall off pushing Mat into Cindy... though. It just dawned on me. Could we, have just, put Mat into Cindy's E.S.B.? I admit, tech isn't my forte and I only have two myself. One for Princess Toad and another for Doby. I never had reason to use the balls let alone try to house swap the two. Huh. Dumb. I'll ask Gidget. Kind of afraid of her answer. For my arms sake.
 
It seems dull will not be my days following this group. We boarded together, after I snapped my photo of course, and I decided to give a peace offering to the ever inquiring Silas and revealed my home country.
Hecil Rámaroitë.
I bet they understand more than ever why I didn't want to admit. Since it only made them more scared and suspicious. Especially Xhoya. Ugh. My obsession, from the fated land was a good part of my persona until I was slapped with the warning daddy gave me about my "foolish" dreams. Hard. By others. Why must my fantasy race bring doom?! Ugh!!
No matter, I want to be accepted. So I told the truth. I think it helped stop the harassment for now. But, I admit, I do have some questions myself. Maybe now's the time I can befriend little Xhoya. We do have three hours to go. ( Oops, Sorry Gidget for my riveting music!) I do wonder why Xhoya is alone; why she seems so, scared...
 
Shit! Gidget's cursing up a storm! Somethings wrong...