Miscellaneous Notes Part I

Entry 210613
 

After that... vision, I found myself in the center of the festival grounds. Whatever I saw, it had happened here. (TO DO: Research any historical tragedies in this part of town. Is this a thing that actually happened, or something my mind is making up?) I made my way towards the edge of town. I made the mistake of agreeing to have my fortune read and my fortune scared away the poor girl. I hardly remember what she even told me. Just... more of the same.

Gunnar caught up with me, he helped me find my way to Rowan who was not in a good place. After we talked for a bit, I took him back to my place. Not sure where Gunnar went off too. Rowan and I watched some bad movies before falling asleep on the couch. I hope Rowan will be okay. I know the wedding was really upsetting for him... I don't know how to help him move on.

-Holstien doesn't seem to like me. What's new? I hope Brenna is doing well, but I don't think he would like me checking up on her. "Get better spells," he says. My spellwork is impeccable. Not my fault if he can't understand it.
 
-Been researching a personal project. Kirk seems to be doing well in the library. I'm glad for him, but we still need to have that talk, I think. Rowan seems to be avoiding me, I hope he's okay but I'm not going to push it. Maybe he needs some space. He knows I'm here for him if he needs me.
 
-Was invited to tea by Lena. Brought her cookies from the near by bakery. We had a talk about a few different things, she mentioned that I needed to talk with my mom. I don't... really want to, but she does have a point. I need to think about how to even do that. We had never been close before everything and now... She's not easy to talk to. I'll think about it. She also said I needed to talk to Brenna. She's going through a lot of things. I'll talk to her when I get a chance. Probably shouldn't wait on that too long. How did the rest of my family ever manage to juggle all of these responsibilities? Is there a time dilator or some shit around here that I don't know about? And why do I have to have all these uncomfortable conversations with people and fix everyone else problems?
 
-PERSONAL RESEARCH NOTES: I have a few routes but some of them are bad which is about par for the course. Best bet is to find something enchanted to viewing. I need to see if there is something in my family effects of this nature... and if it's not in the library, I might need to look at my old family home. Looks like everything might loop back to that, huh? If there is nothing like that, I might have to call this off, or spend months enchanting my own. I balk at the idea of spending this much time researching just to toss it all away. The last option is a no go all together. If I can't find anything suitable, perhaps I should take it as a sign it wasn't meant to be- I'll always just be left with questions and that's that.