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Mon 6th Sep 2021 01:11

Personal Notes Part II

by Lorekeeper Eleonora Jorgensen

Entry 210905
 

  • My mom came to the library shortly after I realized I couldn't get into the lorebrary. I have a feeling she might have something to do with this, given her ability to enter at will, but I don't have any proof of that- after all, I'm still not sure why or how it happened. I will have to investigate. Shortly after she left, Rowan arrived. He was also baffled by the door not working- no surprise there- but also came to the conclusion that my mom might have had something to do with it. We did some brain storming- mostly likely the defense wards have been activated, putting it into a sort of lock-down mode. It's possible that someone is in there, as it would be difficult to get out, but I suppose if anyone could get out, it would be my mother. I need to figure out a way to find out what she knows.


  • I'm not sure who I am without the lorebrary. Everything about me and my life has revolved around it in one way or another. My ties in the community are tenuous as it is, I don't think this is something I should let get out. But also, what's keeping me on this island without it? (Beside Rowan, I'm sure if I left I could convince him to come with me.)


  • Gunnar texted me, saying they were going bar hoping. That seems like a poor way to continue working on a path to sobriety, but I'm not sure I have it in me to care right now. He's my friend and I love him, but I can only focus on so many things at once. He said that if I wanted to come, I should meet them at The Thundercloud. Syr works there. It's probably a bad idea to go. I shouldn't go.


  • I went.


  • I met up with Aldis, Gunnar, and Brenna. Gunnar introduced us to Baptiste. He's familiar for some reason. He seems nice. I'm not incapable of seeing when someone is flirting with me, I'm just honestly never sure of how to handle that. It takes a lot for me to open up with people, and I have a difficult time being interested back in anyone before I know them. And I'm not good with people. Makes things complicated.


  • Syr's dancing at our table. I am not drunk enough to deal with this.


  • We played a game asking each other questions. Baptiste seems seems insightful and better with dealing with people than I'll ever be. I think I saw him on Jeopardy.


  • syr took me dancing and I drank alot. Aldis danced too. I kind of miss this but I also kind of dont. Rowan might be upset if he hears about this. why do I have to worry about everything all the time and why do I have to be resposble all the time for things? I don't think its fair. Everyone is so nice right now it would be nice if everyone was nice all the time but I know that it wont last


  • IS THIS MAN A MUGGLE OR NOT DOSE HE HAVE A MAGIC TRUMPET


  • Gunnar and brenna said they meet a nightmare spirit named ponyo (like the movie with the fish?) He can teleport and other stuff. thats interesting NOTE TO SELF: WATCH PONYO WITH ALDIS i dont know if i want to meet a nightmare spirit, I have enough nightmaes which is why I dont sleep as much as i should


  • they said that syr and skal are probaly doing bad things. its probaly true which is sad i wanted them to change because i want to think that people can change because I want to think that I've change but sometimes i still want to do bad things but i know i shouldn't and it would make rowan sad.


  • we got tea I got oolong.


  • Bapiste is nice. How old is he? I still dont know if he knows about the kind of things i know about so i probably shouldnt say anything, got to be careful, people dont need to know about the weird stuff because most of it is bad and it hurts people and i dont want to make this nice man have to see that stuff if i can do that (i dont think im a nice person but its nice if he thinks so for a little bit, but he probably wouldnt like me if he knew) He gave me his number.


  • Brenna is worried about Aldis and me getting home but I dont live far away and if anyone tried anything, Aldis could punch them and I could curse their dick probably


  • Syr texted me. I'll text back later.


  • Im gonna drink more water before bed, im drunk but id like to hate myself less in the morning

    • Continue reading...

    1. Events of Note: Dreams, Robberies, and Draugr
    2. Events of Note: Draugr hunts, spirits, and deeper mysteries
    3. Events of Note: Keys, Community, and Weddings
    4. Events of Note(?): Weddings Rehearsals & Drama
    5. Events of Note: Evil Magic Cats?
    6. Events of Note: Bad Luck and Personal Drama
    7. Events of Note: Even More Bad Luck
    8. Weddings & Huldra
    9. Miscellaneous Notes Part I
    10. Miscellaneous Notes Part II
    11. Karens, Police, and Bears
    12. Plans, Field Trips, and Runes
    13. Forests, Ogres, and Bad Choices
    14. Personal Notes Part I
    15. Personal Notes Part II
    16. Nightmare Spirits, Hangovers & Dates

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