Stalking

I'm watching the weirdos in their chest-palace. they have so many chambers here it's so fun and there are even some tunnels of some sort you have to press a rune and it opens sometimes and they don't know about the tunnels. So i can sneak up easy.
 
they don't want to understand what i am so i will make sure they get it. thought about trying to get one of them, but no. they saved me, even if i attacked them. i can't be a jerk now... no/ i don't know. they are kinda weak, they can't even do magic here. but i don't want to hurt them i think.
 
Damaschini is making me new scythes. i don't understand. he's so cute with me now but where was he before/ he said he's sorry but why did he stay to build the golem and not look for me or nerissa or something. then again i didn't do anything good. i'm just as bad as damaschini.
 
Maybe I should try to be nicer. I don't like this. I can't kill them but I don't feel that this is normal. What am I doing here with them. they want to go to some thing called zidith so they can do stuff and stop Xantinya or something. Why does everyone get heads over heels with Xantinya I mean all right she's very beautiful and she does a lot of stuff but come on. Even Damaschini was so into Xantinya he didn't care about Liarya now Liarya is dead and he cares. he now cares about me too. and tallion is nice to me too, he tries to say circeks turn to squirrels, not that we feast on them after we fuck them and turn them to goats or pigs or something.
 
Maybe i will hunt them. Maybe not. not yet. soon i'll have to, anyway. I feel it in me. It's that fiery feeling again. bwah. I write something because I am bored. I had to hide from them so I can stalk them. But I don't want that, not really. I can't be all this. I can't be cute little Miyun writing in her journal, I am mage killer Miyun who hunted dozens of boys. Tallion was very upset when I told him I killed his Ionolians. I thought I didn't care, but I didn't like to see him so sad. He didn't want to kill me or anything. Just sad. Like a useless Ionolian... or no, i don't know. I know he can blast me. I have seen him. maybe he fears damaschini/ but i didn't feel fear in his bones. In fact he feels braver now. I don't like that I made him sad...
 
Maybe Damaschini is stupid and Tallion is an asshole, but they are... I don't know. Damaschini and Tallion. bwwaaaah why can't I just kill them all/
 
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Returned from more stalking. there are a lot of interesting guys in their group. it seems Tallion and Damaschini are not the leaders. It's this whiney elf called Nixie. She's very cute but always looks like she's afraid of something. She did freeze me in place in this world where they can't use magic so she must be strong too. Also the others follow her, except maybe the fire-girl Verfy who is very ferocious I like her, she could throw Nixie off a window if she wants to but she doesn't. they seem good friends. Nixie likes to hang out in her room and do stuff like painting I think/ I also saw her painting on walls. Is she mad too/ did she take some xenatine/ haha I remember when Nerissa snorted xenatine and started attacking us and her ugly undead attacked me and I got shanked. Fuck them. Nerissa was stupid but I miss her. She made the best soup ever.
 
I don't like watching Eve. she's this small girl who takes care of Lullaby. Lullaby is very sick or something, she can't speak or do anything really, just stand. cuz Bajid died and Xantinya tried to kill her baby and she had to open this dimension or whatnot to save her baby. I don't know, complicated stuff. And now she can't do anything and Eve takes care of her. Eve is nice, but she's very quiet. Except when she talks too much with someone, then she gets angry. but she's very cute with Lullaby.
 
I don't know... I don't like to see Lullaby like this. She was nice to me, gave me a cookie when I said I'm hungry. Also I'm sure she liked my gift of many nuts when I couldn't get her the car. Does she want to kill me/ when she starts talking again and moving on her own will she attack me/ I don't know. It does not feel good to know people want to kill you when you don't want to kill them...
 
They have many people in this group. Eve sometimes hangs out with this blonde guy named Bart, who is very cute. I think Eve likes him a lot because I can see she wants him but he's not that much into that I think. or are they together/ I think it's weird.
 
Also Nixie talks a lot with an old guy called Vas who is like a doctor or stuff, and with another elf called Anevys who reads in the weird language of the chest. the chest-language. she also has this very aloof face and is quite silent. Bah, elves. gross.
 
but they also have a Draek-thing with them1111 a big big fish-woman with the moving eye and rotating arms and all of that1 so coool. but she's smaller than i thought she should be. she also sleeps everywhere and usually sleeps all the time. maybe she misses the water. i sure do miss my hunt.
 
and then we have a bunch of dudes that usually train together in the armory with verfy. there's this badger-eyed swindler-face called Dillen who whoosh whoosh with his fancy pansy sword. I bet I can beat him in one second, no scythes. ok maybe a dagger. And there is also a guy called Marc who is red of hair and very funny, always bumps his head against stuff. he's very scared of me. i like to hunt him. he always runs, but he never wants to come closer... am I that ugly. or maybe it's because he likes the other girl... there's another girl with BORING hair and BORING eyes named Isbel and he always hangs out with her. She is BORING and that's it.
 
and then there's this quiet guy who has no weapons, Drenizek. But he hits hard with his fist. He's the guy who made the garden for Nixie. He's cute but he sulks too much, oh but he can sing so nicely. He doesn't care about my hunt. He looks me in the eyes then goes his way.
 
and then there's the woman with the big scar on her face. Kelly is her name. she comes from another world, like Lullaby, but not the same one. She sometimes wears a mask like the sylph used to do, but now mostly she doesn't. she has no nose. I wonder what monster she fought. she seems very very strong so probably a big monster. she also crafts stuff like Damaschini, but she's actually kinda scary, not because of the scar but because she doesn't seem to care about stuff. unless she wants stuff done, then that stuff is really done.
 
They seem like cute people. Nixie and Verfy try to find me. I wonder what their deal is. Verfy looks a little sad, and she's usually just hitting stuff in the training room. Maybe one day I'll play with her. she says do you like dolls like im 11 but im not but it's fine I can play something else. I'm not a small child anymore hehe I know play but not that no I wanna be nice to her. Actually scrach that she said come fight me like that's what i wanna do, screw her.
 
also why does nixie stay inside her room and draw on walls/ maybe she is too alone. she does talk a lot with verfy but i've also seen her talk alone one night when she thought she was alone but i was under the bed hehe. shh squirrels never hide under beds. they never check for squirrels under bed. big mistake. so she maybe needs a man. or woman.../ maybe she's with verfy, but it doesn't look like it. sad.
 
in general this chest is kinda sad. oh well. eh im bored now gonna go scare marc some more. bye