Double Feature
What is a celebrity but a peasant dressed as a god? They are named 'Idols' for a reason, after all.
The people gather to worship at the feet of a living statue. Many would die to be the subject of such adoration. Many have died to be the subject of such adoration.
What is a funeral but the worship of a corpse? 'Do not speak ill of the dead,' They say.
They gather to mourn the idea of something, someone, so that they may engrave a shallow image of them into their minds. 'Do not tarnish that image', is what they truly say. You never hold open caskets for those who die in fires.
What is a statue, but a corpse? A figure captured in stone, unable to breathe.
Urban legend says that crooked salesmen dig up graves and cover the corpses in plaster to sell. We flinch, but it remains the same- they are buried, unseen and unheard, under layers and layers of chalk.
What is an Idol but the statue of a corpse? They gather and worship what never was and never will.
An image, frozen in time, beautiful and dead. A deity forged in the collective hallucination of someone beautiful and perfect and good. If you look for long enough, you can almost convince yourself they're breathing.
You cannot sin if you are dead. You cannot sin if no one can see you. They do not want to see you, the ugly, marred, sinful thing you are.
Worship is not love. A god cannot be held from up in heaven. A corpse cannot feel a kiss.
Churches hold funerals because there is no greater act of worship than being made perfect in death.
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Celebrities are all dead, and their bodies are puppeteered by the ugly thing rotting inside each and every one of them. An everlasting dance, the illusion of connection played out for the audience.
That ugly thing will never see the sun. It is ugly, and sinful. But nevertheless, they yearn for it, the selfish sinful thing it is.
Can you kiss someone through a mask? Lips meeting plastic.
Can you hold someone through a glove? Skin meeting plastic.
Can you see someone through a screen? Eyes meeting plastic.
It's all just layers and layers of plastic. You wrap yourself up so they cannot see your flaws, but in doing so prevent them from seeing you at all.
When the shrink wrap suffocates you, that is when you truly become a celebrity. Once the rotten thing you were born into is dead, and what people see you as is all you are.
And you hope it rots quietly.
And you pray it rots quietly.
Lux's Journal Ordered oldest to newest
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The Journal Entry’s title
30 Mar 2025 03:28:14
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The Journal Entry’s title
30 Mar 2025 03:28:15
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The Journal Entry’s title
30 Mar 2025 03:28:15
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The Journal Entry’s title
30 Mar 2025 03:33:27
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Holiday celebrations!
13 Jun 2025 10:41:15
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Holiday celebrations! (cont.)
29 Jun 2025 09:19:50
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The Journal Entry’s title
05 Jul 2025 04:58:22
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The Journal Entry’s title
05 Jul 2025 04:58:23
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New deluxe hair spray
05 Jul 2025 04:58:24
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Support small businesses
19 Jul 2025 05:18:41
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The Journal Entry’s title
16 Aug 2025 05:53:10
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The Journal Entry’s title
16 Aug 2025 05:53:10
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Important post
16 Aug 2025 05:53:11
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Poem of a declawed dog
16 Sep 2025 10:08:33
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The Journal Entry’s title
11 Oct 2025 05:31:49
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The Journal Entry’s title
11 Oct 2025 05:31:49
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Dream Journal
11 Oct 2025 05:31:50
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The Journal Entry’s title
25 Oct 2025 11:18:29
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The Journal Entry’s title
25 Oct 2025 11:18:29
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A lesson about idoms
25 Oct 2025 11:18:30
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Dearest Funkmoo
08 Nov 2025 04:59:57
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Familiarity
15 Nov 2025 12:47:21
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The blood on my fingers is not mine
29 Nov 2025 10:39:47
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Double Feature
13 Dec 2025 07:25:03
30 Mar 2025 03:28:14
30 Mar 2025 03:28:15
30 Mar 2025 03:28:15
30 Mar 2025 03:33:27
13 Jun 2025 10:41:15
29 Jun 2025 09:19:50
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16 Aug 2025 05:53:10
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25 Oct 2025 11:18:29
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08 Nov 2025 04:59:57
15 Nov 2025 12:47:21
29 Nov 2025 10:39:47
13 Dec 2025 07:25:03
The major events and journals in Lux's history, from the beginning to today.
Session 20 - Chapter 7: The Killing Kind
01:23 am - 14.12.2025Session 20 - Chapter 7: The Killing Kind
06:58 pm - 13.12.2025Double Feature
What is a celebrity but a peasant dressed as a god? They are named 'Idols' for a reason, after all. The people gather to worship at the feet of a living statue. Many would die to be the subject of such adoration. Many have died to be the subject of su...
07:26 am - 13.12.2025Session 19 - Chapter 6: Kindling pt. IV
10:38 pm - 29.11.2025Session 19 - Chapter 6: Kindling pt. IV
06:24 pm - 29.11.2025Familiarity
Fear is what keeps us alive. Fear is an asset, it tells us when danger is near. We are ridiculed by those who seek to hurt us. Wolves hunt as a pack. I have found a soul that has the same fear in her eyes that dances in mine. Needles. Bu...
05:21 pm - 29.11.2025The blood on my fingers is not mine
It happened again. I am not a monster. But when the first shot rang out, all I could see was red. The fire in my veins swallows me whole, burning my sense away and leaving nothing but fear and anger. Maybe that's all I am, underneath it all. Fear a...
10:43 am - 29.11.2025Session 18 - Chapter 6: Kindling pt. III
04:58 pm - 15.11.2025Session 18 - Chapter 6: Kindling pt. III
02:06 am - 15.11.2025Familiarity
Fear is what keeps us alive. Fear is an asset, it tells us when danger is near. We are ridiculed by those who seek to hurt us. Wolves hunt as a pack. I have found a soul that has the same fear in her eyes that dances in mine. Needles. Bu...
12:49 am - 15.11.2025Session 17 - Chapter 6: Kindling pt. II
10:52 pm - 08.11.2025Session 17 - Chapter 6: Kindling pt. II
06:27 pm - 08.11.2025Dearest Funkmoo
Sometimes I come dangerously close to forgetting what I did this all for in the first place. I'm still not entirely sure what this 'soul' is that you talk about. But it's nice to have someone see my music just for what it is. Sometimes I feel more...
05:07 pm - 08.11.2025Dearest Funkmoo
Sometimes I come dangerously close to forgetting what I did this all for in the first place. I'm still not entirely sure what this 'soul' is that you talk about. But it's nice to have someone see my music just for what it is. Sometimes I feel more...
05:06 pm - 08.11.2025Session 16 - Chapter 6: Kindling
10:38 pm - 25.10.2025Session 16 - Chapter 6: Kindling
07:02 pm - 25.10.2025A lesson about idoms
“The idiom lone wolf first appeared in the late 1890s, and is derived from a phenomenon in nature. Wolves are normally pack animals, but sometimes a wolf is driven from the pack and must survive on its own. A lone wolf is often more aggressive or strong...
11:22 am - 25.10.2025Session 15 - Chapter 5: Blackout pt. VII
11:31 pm - 11.10.2025Session 15 - Chapter 5: Blackout pt. VII
06:24 pm - 11.10.2025Dream Journal
(An old, worn notebook flips open to a seemingly random entry. The date is around 6 years ago.) I keep having nightmares. The meds worked, at first- but now it's worse than before. Therapy isn't an option, which leaves me with whatever bullshit I...
05:47 pm - 11.10.2025Dream Journal
(An old, worn notebook flips open to a seemingly random entry. The date is around 6 years ago.) I keep having nightmares. The meds worked, at first- but now it's worse than before. Therapy isn't an option, which leaves me with whatever bullshit I...
05:47 pm - 11.10.2025Dream Journal
(An old, worn notebook flips open to a seemingly random entry. The date is around 6 years ago.) I keep having nightmares. The meds worked, at first- but now it's worse than before. Therapy isn't an option, which leaves me with whatever bullshit I...
05:43 pm - 11.10.2025Dream Journal
(An old, worn notebook flips open to a seemingly random entry. The date is around 6 years ago.) I keep having nightmares. The meds worked, at first- but now it's worse than before. Therapy isn't an option, which leaves me with whatever bullshit I...
05:43 pm - 11.10.2025Dream Journal
(An old, worn notebook flips open to a seemingly random entry. The date is around 6 years ago.) I keep having nightmares. The meds worked, at first- but now it's worse than before. Therapy isn't an option, which leaves me with whatever bullshit I...
05:43 pm - 11.10.2025Dream Journal
(An old, worn notebook flips open to a seemingly random entry. The date is around 6 years ago.) I keep having nightmares. The meds worked, at first- but now it's worse than before. Therapy isn't an option, which leaves me with whatever bullshit I...
05:35 pm - 11.10.2025Session 14 - Chapter 5: Blackout pt. VI
05:32 am - 28.09.2025Session 14 - Chapter 5: Blackout pt. VI
06:36 pm - 27.09.2025Poem of a declawed dog
I've always known my claws were unsightly. I scratch everything I touch. I can't help but hold too tight to everything, leaving garish gashes behind me like a killer's blood trail. I do not know how to be soft. I bite and scratch and howl, because t...
10:10 am - 16.09.2025Session 13 - Chapter 5: Blackout pt. V
12:00 am - 14.09.2025Session 13 - Chapter 5: Blackout pt. V
06:38 pm - 13.09.2025Session 12 - Chapter 5: Blackout pt. IV
03:04 am - 08.09.2025Session 12 - Chapter 5: Blackout pt. IV
09:18 pm - 07.09.2025Session 11 - Chapter 5: Blackout pt. III
10:44 pm - 31.08.2025Session 11 - Chapter 5: Blackout pt. III
07:10 pm - 31.08.2025Session 10 - Chapter 5: Blackout pt. II
12:09 am - 24.08.2025Session 10 - Chapter 5: Blackout pt. II
12:08 am - 24.08.2025Session 9 - Chapter 5: Blackout
03:45 pm - 17.08.2025Session 9 - Chapter 5: Blackout
03:45 pm - 17.08.2025Important post
I Hey, everyone. I just wanted to thank you all, from the bottom of my heart. A friend of mine recently, and very suddenly, fell deathly ill. The post I made earlier was out of desperation. I've never been super religious, but I felt like it was t...
06:04 pm - 16.08.2025Sessions 6-8 - Chapter 4: Finis (D&D Weekend)
04:52 pm - 10.08.2025Sessions 6-8 - Chapter 4: Finis (D&D Weekend)
04:52 pm - 10.08.2025Session 5 - Chapter 4: Finis
10:29 pm - 19.07.2025Session 5 - Chapter 4: Finis
06:36 pm - 19.07.2025Support small businesses
I know it's easy to simply go for name brands, or shop at the same exact place every single time. But don't be afraid to mix it up every once in awhile! You never know- maybe you'll meet your new best friend! Petunia, if you're reading this- the rock ...
05:34 pm - 19.07.2025Chapter 4: Finis
01:11 am - 06.07.2025Chapter 4: Finis
06:21 pm - 05.07.2025New deluxe hair spray
I've heard about a new 'deluxe' hairspray that came out earlier this week. From a company called ban presto, I think? Is it any good? I've thought about trying it out, but I wanna get all your opinions first~...
05:02 pm - 05.07.2025New deluxe hair spray
I've heard about a new 'deluxe' hairspray that came out earlier this week. From a company called ban presto, I think? Is it any good? I've thought about trying it out, but I wanna get all your opinions first~...
05:01 pm - 05.07.2025Session 3 - Chapter 3: On Razor's Edge pt. III
02:23 am - 30.06.2025Session 3 - Chapter 3: On Razor's Edge pt. III
02:23 am - 30.06.2025Holiday celebrations! (cont.)
Heya Luxians! I hope everyone's having a good holiday. This afternoon I went hunting for bugs! It was loads of fun, and my group even got a high score! We did make a bit of a commotion, though... Some of my group members had rather strange (but surpri...
09:33 pm - 29.06.2025Session 2 - Chapter 3: On Razor's Edge pt. II
02:34 pm - 14.06.2025Session 2 - Chapter 3: On Razor's Edge pt. II
02:34 pm - 14.06.2025Holiday celebrations!
Hey, Luxians! Even when things are rough, you need to remember to celebrate the good things in life. I decided to kick off the celebration with an eating competition! Unfortunately, I didn't win... I suppose my heart just wasn't in it, lol! I'...
11:18 pm - 13.06.2025Holiday celebrations!
Hey, Luxians! Even when things are rough, you need to remember to celebrate the good things in life. I decided to kick off the celebration with an eating competition! Unfortunately, I didn't win... I suppose my heart just wasn't in it, lol! I'...
11:18 pm - 13.06.2025A Fractured Paradise - Act I: A Normal Life
10:35 pm - 31.05.2025A Fractured Paradise - Act I: A Normal Life
06:05 pm - 31.05.2025Pægor session 0.5 pt. III
10:49 pm - 19.05.2025Pægor session 0.5 pt. III
06:27 pm - 18.05.2025Pægor session 0.5 pt. II
10:20 pm - 04.05.2025Pægor session 0.5 pt. II
06:33 pm - 04.05.2025Pægor Session 0, Session 0.5 pt. I
12:10 am - 17.04.2025Pægor Session 0, Session 0.5 pt. I
09:19 pm - 13.04.2025The list of amazing people following the adventures of Lux.



Social
Birthplace
Paegor
Wealth & Financial state
has a substantial amount of money, but most of the funds are locked behind the producers of the game show. They managed to smuggle a sizeable chunk of it, though.
Family Ties
Her mother and father live in a lavish manor off in the contryside. Lux visits them regularly.
Religious Views
Lux isn't particularly religious, but they doesn't have any gripes with religion either.
Their life has been mostly a matter of survival, and they haven't had a chance to explore spirituality or religion, as that could cause drama in the fanbase.
Mannerisms
When Lux was starting out their career, the producers had several assistants constantly hovering around them to keep Lux looking pristine.
Lux absolutely despised this, every single imperfection in his appearance causing someone to dive in like a harpy to fix it without any warning.
Lux is averse to touch, especially when taken by surprise, so this was not a great combo.
Over time, Lux figured out how to keep themself looking immaculate at all times, and it's developed into a habit.
Speech