On moon elves

My kind , they are efficient , brilliant and very apathetic and cold to most of the other races.
always going on and on about progressing the moon elven kind.
some of it can be tedious ; however I do agree with the belief of making things more convenient through research and innovation.
Throughout my days growing up as a child , their teachings have indeed benefitted me ; but at the same time made me realize how tedious it is , nothing but everlasting grueling research and cycling for the sake of the moon elf collective. Just watching it all was exhausting , the only comfort I had back then was the spark of ideas that filled my head , of the golems I saw , the basis of automation through magic and the possibility of its improvement through science.
My research will indeed be an advancement and innovation that moon elves should do and maybe even more ; but these advancements are for my sake and for my own convenience , only mine and mine alone.