Emotions Happened

Um... I've never had a journal before, so I don't know how to start. Alistair said I need to practice my writing, because it's really bad. He's probably right. He usually is! But it looks fine to me...
 
I might have had a few emotions these past few days. That's why I should have a journal. I think that's why Dezzy writes in hers. Although that didn't really seem to work for her...
 
Um. We finally got back to Travendair after getting out of the castle. But Dezzy was acting kind of weird, and she might have started crying in the middle of the night. She was worried about, well, everything. And she doesn't think that we can beat Nazriil, and that we're going to die. I think we can do it, but it's... scary. And I might have also cried a little. But I am a strong goblin! And I know we can beat him, if we have to, and save Balmin and even Nisse from Osmara too.
 
While we were in Travendair, we also bought a house. Or some land for a house, at least. I've never had a house before, or even my own room, so I think that will be fun.
 
After that we finally went back to Ebonfyre to finally meet up with the Seventh Eye and try to find out about the key that I hold, which will help us find the literal keys that I'm not holding. So we did what the Peddler told us and tapped the ring on the table, and later an owl knocked on our window and told us to run across the rooftops after it. Actually I might have misinterpreted its instructions. But it worked! And we found the Seventh Eye guy, and I could finally ask about my magic.
 
He wanted to do weird ritual experiments on me, so he led us into the creepy basement. It was scary, but it didn't hurt. It helped me remember something I'd forgotten, the island and the lighthouse, I think I used to live there. Then there was a stormcloud on the horizon, but something was wrong with it. It came closer, creeping up onto the island and turning it black. Someone familiar was reaching out to me, and that's all.
 
It didn't really help us, but he did give us that weird scroll to study at least. I just... don't feel so good after that. I don't know what happened to me back then, or how I was able to get away. If it really was the Maldrus, I probably should be dead. Instead I have these weird magic powers, and nightmares of eyes in the dark ocean. It scares me.
 
I think I just need to lay down...