give me a name
I've lost mine.
that's okay I didn't use it much.
I don't really need one, it's fine.
I'm fine.
DON'T LET ME FORGET.
I CAN'T FORGET AGAIN.
I CAN'T.
I-- will
I will
I will
I will
I will
I will
I don't even recognise my name as my own until you call me by it.
I don't even recognise my name as my own until you call me by it.
I seem to have forgotten something.
I'm not sure what.
Olive's Journal Ordered oldest to newest
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oh, lovely day
4:6 !5
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You're Fine. It's fine. I'm fine.
4:45 !2
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all together, as all things should be
5:54:4 !1
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the shoulder dweller
2:27 !3
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the voices tell me it's okay
3:32:5 !4
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they're right-
6:4 (8) !6
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yet.? (3 & 4)
8:8 (8) !7
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until you take it from me
2:2 !8
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give me a name
2:3 !9
4:6 !5
4:45 !2
5:54:4 !1
2:27 !3
3:32:5 !4
6:4 (8) !6
8:8 (8) !7
2:2 !8
2:3 !9
The major events and journals in Olive's history, from the beginning to today.
at all times when I'm wearing my headphones, if I'm not paying attention to something else (and sometimes when I am), I can hear my heart beat in my ears. loud and clear. I feel it beating against the rest of my chest, squeezing, then releasing. it feels almost like I'm being stabbed in the heart from beneath it. the skittering in the walls makes it worse.
03:01 am - 14.04.2023bye
I can't hold onto you anymore
11:30 pm - 12.04.2023things go by sometimes quicker than I can handle -- or should be able to handle -- or be able to force myself through at all
11:28 pm - 12.04.2023oh. oh, I remember now. I remember now.
11:25 pm - 12.04.2023I'm not a bad person. .. Just-- just a little confused is all . .
11:06 pm - 12.04.2023What is. th is.?
Remember?
03:24 am - 27.03.2023They were right-
Realise the voices don't lie, they only speak the truth, no matter how harsh it may sound.
04:24 am - 25.03.2023Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why. WHY?
03:43 am - 17.03.2023OH SHIT! Oh-- nevermind, it's all good.
Go through a heart-wrenching, panic-inducing experience caused by someone's intervention, but get through it. =]
03:41 am - 17.03.2023Home is where the heart is.
Feel safe again.
02:45 am - 15.03.2023Crushed!
Found someone new to love, after all this time.
02:44 am - 15.03.2023I've come to realise: even on my own, even when I find it myself, even far away from everything, love is still pain and pain is where love is.
02:41 am - 15.03.2023That's okay. That's what it's supposed to feel like.. That's what it's supposed to feel like. Right?
03:43 am - 02.03.2023You can't carry everything you ever pick up. You have to set some things down. Set down the things that don't make you feel good. Prize the ones that do.
04:30 am - 23.02.2023The list of amazing people following the adventures of Olive.
Social
Birthplace
Okiana, Fuirel
Current Residence
the Planet
Wealth & Financial state
well-off (the Planet generally doesn't believe in currency)
Speech
soft and quiet but very clear and direct