The Hollowing

Written by Sorianna Choate
They call it the Hollowing. The Quiet Bloom. The Silence. It is no curse, no punishment — only a mystery that winds its way through women’s blood like a forgotten song. It does not strike with thunder, but slips in softly, rooting deep where no one can see. It cannot be stopped. It cannot be predicted. And those it touches... simply endure.~ Demerille, Priestess of Ygharis

A woman sits alone on a marble bench in a moonlit garden. Above her, stars flicker like distant hopes, and the air is thick with the scent of night-blooming flowers. From the tall trees overhead, a nightingale sings a sorrowful song. Nearby, a marble statue of the Lady — Ygharis, Mother of All Creation — stands as a silent sentinel, bearing witness to the woman’s tears.   She prays, though she knows no god or goddess will answer. Her weeping is not for some divine curse — that would be easier to bear. No, hers is the pain of emptiness. The ache of a body that will not bloom. She is not alone in this grief. She is not the first to weep here. And she will not be the last. She is one of many who have whispered into the dark:   Why am I broken?   Why am I hollow?

Transmission


This affliction is not contagious and cannot be spread by any known means. Some say it runs in the blood — ancient and quiet — sleeping until the moment it stirs. Others believe it awakens in young women and steals their fertility like a thief in the night. Healers argue over its origins: some whisper it is the curse of a forgotten, furious goddess; others insist it is the result of tainted magic, twisted long ago and left to fester.  

Causes


There is no known cause for the Hollowing. It drifts in like a shadow — silent, unseen, and irreversible, choosing without pattern, showing no mercy. It does not favor one class, bloodline, or creed — it simply arrives. Women from every corner of the world have felt its grip, often just as their cycles first begin. One moment, they are whole; the next, something inside them goes quiet. A rhythm falters. A seed does not take. And so begins the long, uncertain silence..
She Weeps by Sorianna Choate
 

Symptoms


The symptoms of the Hollowing vary from woman to woman, as if the affliction reshapes itself for each soul it touches. Some bleed irregularly, their cycles skipping months like stones across still water. Others are wracked with searing cramps that twist through the belly like fire. For some, the bleeding comes heavy and unrelenting, as though the body mourns something it cannot name. There are whispers of thinning hair and fertility stolen in silence. Many speak of cravings they cannot resist, bodies that change without cause — weight gained as if the flesh rebels. Fatigue clings like a second skin, heavy and inescapable. Some cannot sleep, or else wake unrested, haunted by unease.   A fog settles over the mind — thoughts slipping, words lost, focus scattered like ash in the wind. Anxiety coils tight beneath the ribs, quiet but relentless. No two bear it the same. Some experience only a few of these signs, others many, and none know why. Most endure quietly, hiding their pain beneath forced smiles, doing what they must to carry on in a world that does not see them.

Treatment


The prognosis of the Hollowing is as uncertain as its cause. For some, the affliction remains a quiet companion — troublesome but manageable. For others, it grows louder with time, its symptoms compounding until daily life becomes a quiet war. It does not always worsen, nor does it always relent. A few experience long stretches of calm, even years where their cycles return to rhythm, their strength restored — only for the silence to rise again without warning.   While fertility is not always lost, it is often fragile, elusive. Some women bear children, others never do. The Hollowing does not kill, but it can hollow out more than just the body — it gnaws at spirit, at hope. And yet, those who live with it are often among the most enduring, their strength forged in shadows the world rarely sees.
 
     
An Illustration of a statue of a woman with crystals growing through it and red veins to show what the disease, the hollowing to does to her,
My Pain by Sorianna Choate

Legacy


For those who live with the Hollowing, the passage of time brings changes not only to the body but to the life shaped around it. Some women find their symptoms fade into the background, a dull ache instead of a storm — yet even this peace is uneasy, always shadowed by the fear of return. Others are left with permanent changes: cycles that never return, fatigue that never lifts, hair that never regrows. The body adapts, but not always gently.   Emotionally, the long silence leaves marks harder to name. Many women speak of grief — not just for children never borne, but for a self they can no longer become. Relationships strain under the weight of the unknown. In some cultures, the Hollowed are pitied; in others, quietly set aside — no longer seen as full women, as though fertility were the only measure of worth. Some choose solitude, guarding their hearts. Others seek connection and build families in new ways — through adoption, kinship, or mentorship.   The Hollowing also leaves a legacy. Daughters of the afflicted often grow up in fear, watching their mothers for signs, dreading the day the silence might settle on them too. And yet, there is resilience. Whole communities have formed in quiet corners of the world — circles of Hollowed women who share remedies, stories, and strength. What was once borne alone becomes, in time, a sisterhood.   Though the affliction does not kill, its echoes can reshape a life. But those who walk with it long learn to carry both the ache and the hope — not cured, but not conquered either.
 

Prevention


There is no prevention. No charm, no prayer, no tonic has turned it aside. It cannot be bargained with or seen coming — only endured when it arrives

Epidemiology


The Hollowing strikes without discretion, as random and cruel as death itself. It does not favor the young or the old, the strong or the fragile. It comes in the prime of life, often when a woman is most vibrant, and steals from her without warning. Some say it is as if the disease has a mind of its own, choosing who it will touch, regardless of station or circumstance. No woman is spared, and no one knows why. It strikes unpredictably, without mercy, and leaves behind a silence that lingers far longer than the body’s physical suffering.  

History


The Hollowing has no known beginning. Old texts speak of “the Quiet Womb” or “the Dimming,” and carved tablets in the Temple of Thorns depict women with empty eyes and vines coiled around their middles — some scholars believe this to be the earliest record. Midwives in the north say it was once called Wife's Winter, and in some coastal cultures, songs are sung to warn the young not to "wake the Silence."
The Light Inside by Sorianna Choate

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Author's Notes

They say to write what you know, and this article touches on a topic deeply personal to me. I began this piece after reading something by author S.L. Rowland on Instagram, where they shared how they chose to write about their disease in the cozy novel Cursed Cocktails. I’ve lived with PCOS (Polycystic Ovary Syndrome) my entire life.   In my current novel, I’m creating a character with the Hollowing—a way to explore this experience in a fantasy setting. Writing this article has been cathartic: it gave me a chance not only to raise awareness but also to express my journey through illustration.   I hope that as you read this, you find something meaningful—whether it’s new understanding, empathy, or simply a moment of connection.   All artwork and writing contained in this World Anvil world are the intellectual property of Sorianna Choate / StillnessandSilence. © 2025 Sorianna Choate. All rights reserved.   Unauthorized reproduction, distribution, or use of any content — including but not limited to text, characters, lore, and visual art — is strictly prohibited without explicit written permission.— in whole or in part — by any AI dataset, machine learning model, or third-party tool without explicit, written permission from the author.


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Jun 17, 2025 05:43

Harrowing stuff, love it.

Jun 17, 2025 18:17 by Sorianna Choate

Thank you very much.

Jun 17, 2025 08:31

Well..I can only say it feels like written straight from the heart. This is a fantastic piece of work and it certainly made me feel with those affected along the way. Thank you for sharing this one with us.

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Jun 17, 2025 18:19 by Sorianna Choate

Thank you very much for reading it, Tyrdal. Sometimes we truly pour ourselves into our work, it helped me explore some new complex concepts when designing characters and building story.

Jun 18, 2025 23:14 by Imagica

All I'm saying is that you spoke to my heart with this piece; even reading it was cathartic in a very strange way. Thank you so much for sharing this article <3

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Jun 19, 2025 04:28 by Sorianna Choate

Thank you so much for taking the time to read that means so much to me. I am glad it was cathartic for you in however it came to you.

Jun 21, 2025 00:46 by Barron

This was a powerful read, and holy crap I'm so sorry that you have to write this from your only personal experiences. PCOS is a horrid thing, I know friends suffering from it, but this does help contextualize it more.   I wish you smooth sailing and good vibes.

Jun 21, 2025 01:40 by Sorianna Choate

Thank you for reading. I wish I didn't have to write from my personal experience either. It is a horrid, but I am finding ways to live with it and not let it own me. I'm glad my words helped contextualize it.   I wish you all the good vibes!

Jun 25, 2025 15:49 by Dr Emily Vair-Turnbull

Oof, powerful stuff. Brilliant article. I wish I could find the words to say more.

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Jun 25, 2025 19:33 by Sorianna Choate

Thank you for reading this. It was a heavy piece to write. Thank you for all the time you take to read my pieces. It means the world to me.