Mental Snapshot - Session 2

//Leaving Shorvus//
 
Oh god oh god oh god oh god. What the HELL do I do.
 
Elabette found me and grilled into me about not being home. I thought I was okay going on an adventure but I’m starting to worry I made a huge mistake. But I panicked. She made me come to lunch and I ditched her instead. Now I’m still here with Sheev and Kha’ash. What am I even doing here? I should have never left home. Now I’m just making everybody mad. I feel so alone.
 
I don’t know how much longer I should stay away. I made a promise to Kha’ash and Sheev but I might have to break it. I already broke a promise with my family, so I guess that’s the only thing I’m good at. I just hope I can do it without them getting mad at me.
 
The family we stayed with in Shorvus was so nice. They were very generous helping me get some new clothes so I didn’t draw attention. I guess that didn’t work out so great, though. I don’t even know why I was trying to hide. This was fun the first day but when I woke up this morning and I was still in Shorvus, this all just felt so real and weird and scary.
 
All I want is for all of this to go away. Maybe I should just go home, I’ll wake up tomorrow morning, and it’ll be a brand new day. This will all have been a bad dream or something, or we can all just move on.