With how the last few days have went I could use a bit of silence. With me being disconnected from Venumbra I no longer have that dread like feeling to wash over me and make me forget emotion. Now I am feeling things I haven't felt in years. Feelings of regret and sadness but also joy and happiness. These are very strange to me. I took pity of Viktor for no reason. Hopefully this will pass soon. I think the word Vulkrem used was accurate to describe our group currently. The closest thing to a family I've had in years.