Chapter 1: The First Spark – Girlhood and the Awakening
[Pinned to the top of the page is a dried, pressed flower. It is a ‘Moon-Lily,’ its petals almost translucent, with the handwritten note: “From Lysandra’s hair, the morning after the fever broke.”]
The Onset of the Tide
My dearest daughter,
To understand the woman, you must first understand the girl. And to understand the witch, you must understand the terror of the First Spark.
The High Priests in the capital write of the "Awakening" as if it were a military promotion. They speak of young men discovering their power through discipline and study. But for us, for the women of Cruinlagh, the magic does not arrive with a polite knock. It arrives like a flood.
I have recorded here the truth of what happens to our bodies, a truth you will not find in the sanitized libraries of the College.
When a girl in our lineage approaches her thirteenth or fourteenth winter, the ambient mana of the world begins to pool within her. It is not merely a spiritual change. It is biological. It is violent.
Symptoms of the Mana-Flux:
The Blue Veining: You likely do not remember, but for three weeks, the veins in your forearms did not run blue with blood, but glowed with a faint, iridescent violet light. This is the raw magic rewriting the nervous system. The sensation is described by many as "ants crawling beneath the skin" or the feeling of holding one's hand too close to a fire.
The Static Field: A young witch becomes a lightning rod. I recall my own sister, your Aunt Elara, walking past a table of iron cutlery and watching the spoons rattle and spin of their own accord. This is not "clumsiness," as the tutors scold. It is the magnetic pull of a soul expanding beyond the confines of the body.
The "Cold Fever": This is the most dangerous phase. The body temperature drops significantly as the internal magic demands energy to settle. A girl’s skin will feel like marble to the touch.
[Pasted here is a torn scrap of parchment from an official medical text titled " maladies of the Weaker Sex" by Doctor H. G. Thorne.]
“The hysteria often observed in young maidens during their teenage years is a result of a wandering womb and an inability to process the ether. It is recommended that the patient be confined to bed, fed a diet of plain broth, and kept away from books, which only serve to overheat the fragile female mind.” — " maladies of the Weaker Sex" by Doctor H. G. Thorne.
Rubbish. Absolute rubbish. Do not listen to Thorne. He treats a metamorphosis like a disease.
If you lock a bird in a box while it is growing its wings, it will break its own bones trying to spread them.
The Management of the Spark
We do not "cure" the magic, Lysandra. We anchor it.
The rituals I performed for you were not mere superstition. They were practical, accessibility aids developed by mothers over a thousand years to help their daughters survive the transition without burning down the house.
The Grounding Stone: Do you remember the heavy necklace of rough, grey slate I made you wear? You hated it. You said it was heavy and ugly. But slate is earth-heavy and magic-inert. It acts as a sink. When the surges of emotion (anger, joy, fear) threatened to spill out of you as accidental fire or shattered glass, the stone absorbed the excess.
The Tea of the Anchor: I have written the recipe here. You must memorize it. One day, you may have a daughter, or you may meet a young frightened girl in the village who is shaking with the cold fever.
- Base: 3 parts Valerian Root (for the nerves).
- Binder: 1 part dried Sage (to cleanse the ambient air).
- The Active Agent: A shaving of Iron-Bark.
- Preparation: Boil the water with a silver coin in the pot. The silver reacts with the magic in the water, neutralizing the static. Steep the herbs for exactly seven minutes.
- Dosage: Sip slowly. Do not gulp.
The Social Cost of Power
It is a tragedy of our world that the moment a girl becomes most powerful is the moment she is deemed most dangerous.
In the rural provinces, a girl showing the Spark is often celebrated. The village women know that she will grow up to heal their livestock and mend their fences with a thought. But here in the city? In the courts?
A girl with the Spark is a "liability."
I watched the other noble families when their daughters began to glow. They did not give them grounding stones. They gave them gloves of silk lined with lead to suppress the magic. They hired tutors to teach them "control," which is just a fancy word for suppression. They taught those girls to be ashamed of the very thing that makes them divine.
The "stiffness" you see in the Duchess of Vane? The way she holds her hands perfectly still at her sides? That is not poise, my love. That is fear. She is terrified that if she waves to a friend, she might accidentally summon a gust of wind and be labeled "unladylike."
A Note on Accessibility and The Body
We must also speak of those for whom the Spark is a physical trial.
Not all bodies can hold the current easily. I think of your cousin, sweet Miller. She was born with a crooked spine and lungs that wheezed with the damp. When her magic came in, it was heavy.
The doctors said she was too weak to be a mage. They said the strain would kill her.
They were wrong.
We did not force her to cast spells the way a soldier does, with shouting and grand gestures. We built her a Focus Chair.
I worked with the blacksmith for weeks. We lined the arms of her wheelchair with copper wiring, connecting it to a staff mounted on the side. Miller did not need to stand or shout. She simply had to grip the copper arms, and her magic flowed through the chair, into the staff, and out into the world.
She became one of the finest weavers of light in the county. She used her magic to lift things she could not carry, to open doors that were too heavy, to float up stairs that had no ramps.
Her magic was not a burden; it was her liberation. But the history books will not tell you about Miller’s chair. They will only list the men who stood tall and shouted fire.
That is why I write this. So you know that magic belongs to the crooked, the quiet, and the weary, just as much as it belongs to the strong.
Chapter 2: The Hearth as the Altar
[A strip of linen is pinned here. It is embroidered with a complex, repeating geometric pattern in silver thread. If you look closely, the geometry creates a subtle optical illusion of a shield.]
The Lie of "Small Magic"
Lysandra,
You have heard the Court Wizards sneer at "Hedge Magic." You have heard them call the magic of the household "cantrips for cowards" or "scullery sparks." They believe that unless magic is blowing a hole in a mountain or summoning a demon, it is not worth recording.
They are fools.
A fireball burns for three seconds. A preservation spell on a barrel of grain keeps a family alive for three months. Which requires more power? Which requires more discipline?
The domestic arts are not a retreat from power; they are the practical application of it. While the men were off measuring their mana-pools in the dueling rings, we were mastering the chemistry of survival.
Section I: Kitchen Witchery (Alchemy by Another Name)
Do not mistake the kitchen for a place of servitude. It is a laboratory.
The recipe box I have left you is not just for meals. It is a grimoire of alchemical binding. When you knead bread, you are not just mixing flour and water; you are actively working your intent into the yeast. You are casting a slow-spell that is consumed and internalized by the target.
Recipe: The soup of "Truth and Comfort"
Intent: To lower defenses and encourage honesty during tense negotiations (or family dinners).
- The Base: Bone broth, simmered for 24 hours. The long heat breaks down the resistance of the ingredients.
- The Herb: Blue-Sage (fresh, not dried). It relaxes the throat chakra.
- The Catalyst: A pinch of powdered Sun-Crystal.
- The Method: You must stir counter-clockwise. You are unwinding the knots in their stomachs. As you stir, whisper the things you wish them to say.
- Serving: Serve hot. The steam carries the enchantment into the sinuses before they even take a bite.
The Stasis Box: You know the heavy iron ice-box in the pantry? The one your father thinks just "stays cold"? It does not stay cold by accident.
Every Tuesday for twenty years, I have renewed the Runes of Entropy carved into the back of the shelving. It is a complex thermal inversion spell. If I missed a week, the meat would rot by morning. This is the burden of the domestic mage: our success looks like nothing happened at all.
Section II: The Thread-Witch (Textile Engineering)
This is the secret I am most eager to pass to you, my warrior daughter.
The armorers in the city will sell you steel plate. They will bang on about "tempered iron" and "dwarven rivets." But steel has gaps. Steel is heavy. Steel rusts.
Thread does not forget.
The embroidery you see on the cuffs of the High Council robes? That is not decoration. That is a containment field. The women of the Weaver's Guild are the finest abjuration specialists in the kingdom, though they are paid in copper pennies while the Battle-Mages are paid in gold.
The Stitch of the Silent Ward:
I have taught you to sew, but now you must learn to Weave. When you push the needle through the fabric, you must push a fraction of your mana with it. You are stitching a grid of energy.
The Hem: The hem of a skirt or cloak is the circle of protection. A witch with a properly warded hem cannot be tracked by scrying spells. The magic slides off the fabric like water off a duck.
The Pockets: I have sewn Dimensions of Holding into your riding leathers. You will find that the pockets are deeper on the inside than the outside. Do not put sharp objects in there without a sheath, or you will puncture the sub-dimension and lose your keys in the Astral Sea. Again.
Note on Accessibility:
We must speak of Old Magda. You remember her? The seamstress who lost the use of her hands to the Gnarled Arthritis?
The Guild tried to retire her. They said she could no longer hold a needle.
Magda
laughed at them. She developed the Telekinetic Loom. She sits in her chair, her hands resting on her lap, and she conducts the needles with her eyes and her will. She weaves faster than any ten women with working hands. Her tapestries are prized because they have no "human error", the tension is mathematically perfect because it is held by her mind, not her muscles.
Never let your body define the limit of your craft.
Section III: The Invisible Cleanse (Sanitation)
It is not glamorous to talk of dust and refuse. But High Magic requires purity.
The Great Plague of Year 402 skipped our estate. The neighbors said we were lucky. They said the Gods favored us.
The Gods had nothing to do with it.
While the Priests were praying, our friends and I were scrubbing the thresholds with Vinegar of Banishment. I was burning Smoke of Sulfur in the ventilation shafts. Disease is a living thing, Lysandra. It has a tiny, malicious spirit. And like any spirit, it can be banished if you know the right words.
The Broom of the Unseen: I have left my second-best broom in the corner of your room. It is keyed to the command word "Sweep." This is not laziness. When I was pregnant with your brother, I could not bend to sweep the hearth. This spell allowed me to maintain a sterile environment for the birthing without breaking my back. Use the tools. Do not suffer for the sake of "doing it the hard way."
There is no honor in exhaustion.
Check the attic rafters. I hid a jar of pickled goblin-eyes there. They are excellent for revealing invisible ink, but they smell terrible if the jar breaks.
Chapter 3: The Ghosts in the Gallery – Restoring the Erased
[A page torn from a child’s history textbook is pasted here. The faces of the women in the illustrations have been crossed out with charcoal, and new, more detailed faces have been sketched in the margins.]
The method of Erasure
Lysandra, history is not a rock; it is a river. It changes shape depending on who is directing the flow.
You will notice a pattern in the official Royal Chronicles. When a woman achieves something impossible, the scribes have two ways of dealing with her:
- The "Muse" Myth: They claim she was merely the inspiration for a great man.
- The "Martyr" Myth: They claim she died tragically before her work was done, allowing a man to finish it.
I have dug through the birth records, the grave sites, and the private letters to bring you the reality of three women who shaped Cruinlagh.
Lady Kaelen "The Unbroken"
Dates: 2340 – 2412 (The Era of Iron)
Class: Knight-Commander / Artificer
The Official Record (The Lie):
“Lady Kaelen was a tragic beauty of the Northern expanse. Injured in her first skirmish during the Goblin Wars, she was confined to her bed in the tower of High-Rock. From her window, she wrote stirring poems that inspired the King’s armies to victory. She died of a broken heart and frailty at the age of 22.”
The Truth: Kaelen did not die at 22.
And she certainly did not write poetry.
In the Battle of Oakhaven, Kaelen’s legs were crushed by a siege giant. The King’s surgeons wanted to retire her to a convent. Kaelen refused. She was a High Artificer, a mage of metal and rune.
She did not stay in bed. She forged herself a new lower body.
Using the kinetic plating from a fallen construct, she built what she called the "Iron Stride." It was a massive, magical exoskeleton that encased her from the waist down. It did not just allow her to walk; it allowed her to crush stone. It anchored her to the earth so firmly that she could wield a Greatsword that would topple a standard soldier.
She returned to the field not as a mascot, but as the vanguard. She lived to be 72. The "poetry" attributed to her? Those were battle plans. The scribes just didn't like the idea of a woman writing logistics, so they changed the "Artillery Calculations" to "Stanzas of Longing."
Entry II: Admiral Valerica of the Tides
Dates: 2450 – 2495 (The Age of Sail)
Class: Hydro-Mancer / Merchant Queen
The Official Record (The Lie):
“A chaotic witch of the coast who seduced the Storm God to sink the fleets of our enemies. She was a wild, uncontrollable force of nature, eventually put down by the Royal Navy for piracy.”
The Truth: Valerica was not a "wild witch." She was a mathematician.
She was the first woman to map the Currents of Mana that flow beneath the ocean. She realized that by aligning ships with these currents, travel time could be cut in half. She calculated barometric pressure and used wind-weaving to steer around them.
She founded the Merchant’s Guild of the Coast. The King labeled her a pirate because she refused to pay his exorbitant taxes on grain, arguing that "those who sail the risk should keep the gold."
She wasn't "put down." She retired. She bought an island, surrounded it with a permanent fog bank, and lived there with her wife, teaching young hydro-mancers how to read the stars. Her island and her work sank with her in 2495.
Entry III: Elispeth the Architect
Dates: 2500 – 2560 (The Golden Age)
Class: Geomancer / Civil Engineer
The Official Record (The Lie):
“The beloved assistant to the Royal Mason, Lord Halloway. It is said she would bring him tea and whisper encouragement while he designed the Floating Districts of the Capital.”
The Truth: Lord Halloway couldn't draw a straight line if you gave him a ruler.
Elispeth was the genius. But more importantly, Elispeth was born with "The Heavy Lungs" (likely cystic fibrosis). She could not climb the thousands of stairs that defined the old city.
Elispeth invented the Gravity-Inversion Glyphs. She designed the districts to float so that travel between levels could be done via gentle drifts rather than arduous climbs. She designed the city so she could live in it.
Every floating platform, every pneumatic tube, every self-opening door in the Palace? That is Elispeth’s legacy. Halloway just signed the blueprints because the Guild didn't allow women to hold a Master Builder’s seal.
The Ink is Not Dry
My daughter,
The candle is burning low, and my hand is cramping. There are a thousand other stories I could tell you. I could tell you of the Goblin matriarchs who invented banking, or the Orcish nuns who run the best orphanages in the realm.
But I cannot write it all. I am only one woman, and my memory is a sieve that leaks with age.
Now, the burden of the ink falls to you.
Do not trust the statues. Do not trust the songs sung in the taverns by drunk men. Trust what you see. Trust the magic in your own blood.
If you find a history that feels wrong - fix it.
If you see a law that hurts the vulnerable - break it. If they tell you that you are too loud, too weak, or too "female" to be a wizard - laugh at them, and then show them the fire.
This book is yours now. Fill the empty pages.
Yours, in this life and the next,
Caelia
Amazing article! I loved reading through the document and learning so much about your world through the lens of its women.
omg thank you so so much Aster! I had SO much fun writing this and i am soo glad you enjoyed it <3
If I’m not revising, I’m probably rewriting a town for the third time.