Everything matters

Time and time again I come to the point of things and people keep pushing how we are but insignificant. How we must look out for just ourselves. And as I come into Christmas, off one of my most stressful days of the year, I have to state: Everything matters.

The way you treat me, the way I treat you. Moments of joy and encouragement. Little things, like waking up to someone saying you reminded them of the magic in pastry. We all lift together, and so much, so often we keep losing that fact of ourselves.
Effort in of course doesnt equal effort out - we've built so much of a society to not give what we recieve, to take care of ourselves, because giving back can be taken advantage of - but what is life without a little risk, and what is life but little moments of joy? Each time you give a piece of yourself - even if they don't show it, the other person feels it in some part of their life and you have to realise, that the needle moves, even in the microscopic.

I'm getting too old to hold on to the resentments. To injured to hold on to the pain. And too worn thin to take petty emotions forwards. It is the eve of 2025 as I speak this, I wrote 50k almost for novelember and disincluding this I'm easily popping 25k for WE. I did good.
YOU, yes you reading this, did good this year. This document aint getting out to people who sat on their asses. Every choice is a movement of the needle and YOU DID GOOD. I need you to know I platonically love every person reading this. Not in some hollow 'love ya' kind of way but in a channelling of my soul into each of you to say - we got this. Take a moment, breathe and see how far you have come and this amazing community you are a part of.

Even you, ghosts from other places. I see you - and I invited you in. That you are here, reading this is my invitation for you to see all the progress you have made. Sure there's been shit this year, there's been shit every year for a while now but you are here, you are in my life and I value you for being here. To those I have met in the future - nice to have you and this message retroactively goes out to you too.

I want to believe it works. I do. Cause sometimes it hurts so bad and you think it might be impossible to work out, or push through. I'm there too sometimes, but I'm THERE too when you are there. You need to reach out and touch base when things get hard, when they get important because we ALL lift together.

Pressure is force over an area. Expand the area.

Anyways, welcome to my world, assholes.