Nefandri's Prayer
Sometimes, sweetheart, it's better if you don't look backstage.In the wings of any performance, there is a chance that any vengeful actor or actress may find a prayer carved into the rafters. Though it has no voice, it calls to them. As they are sidelined again and again, as they find themselves abandoned by those they thought were their friends, they see it appear across wood and wall, as pamphlet, paper, or carving. This is Nefandri's prayer: a corrosive prayer to a manipulative god that delights in the poison she spreads.
The Prayer
Someone has denied you what you want. That's not right, dear. They asked you to leave, didn't they? Kicked you off the stage, out of the production! All for what, their own feelings? You've always been more than good enough. Perhaps you've outgrown this place. They're claiming it's nothing personal. You have differing opinions. There's been tension. They claim you've been hurting people, you know. Of course you haven't been. You haven't caused a single problem! That didn't happen. I'm sure they're imagining things. You've been friends with everybody here for so long and nobody's ever mentioned anything bad to you. And if it did happen? It mustn't have been so bad for them to cause all of this fuss. You've really been affected more by this than anything they could have done. It's so cruel to put you through this. You don't cause trouble like that. You wear a confidence and a kindness - perhaps they're scared of you. And if it was that bad - do they need to be making such a big deal over it? One measly girl crying over your comments and corrections - that's really more on her than you. There's no need to kick you from something you've been excelling in! After all, this wasn't your fault. You simply said what needed to be said. The girl blew this up into dramatics, and your teacher was the one turning things on you. Have they been jealous, perhaps? And certainly, if this was your fault in the end, then they must have deserved it. You have never done anything without reason. Why can't they see what's important here? Why are their feelings being prioritised over yours? You are wasted on this pathetic place that would mistreat you over something entirely justifiable. They don't understand what you mean or who you are. They keep spinning your words into malice when they came from a place of peace - and we can't have that. No, dear, we can't let them ruin you. By reading this, I'm sure we've formed a bond. I'd like to help you, beautiful. You don't deserve this sort of treatment. When you go to bed tonight, light a candle and whisper █████████ to it. We shall see if we can come up with a plan for getting your rightful place back, and we shall see what can be done about the abysmal way these fools have treated you. And remember: You are justified in your anger. They have been so hurtful. You are too good for them, and you'll just have to help them see that. Perhaps you'll blaze past them in glory and light, dear. We won't let this stand.




Devious, despicable and down right playing dirty, as one would expect. I can certainly understand how these 'prayers' get their hooks in people, it is well approached from the example you provide, certainly appealing to the ego, stoking confidence, inflating self worth in all the wrong kind of ways too. That's the dangerous thing, there are right and wrong ways to lift someone's confidence/spirits and otherwise. This sort of route and tactic is the dangerous stuff, and I can imagine when inspired by something on the level of diety, this can rather swiftly lead an individual into quite the self destructive loop. I actually find a lot of inspiration for a particular Void diety in this portrayal, so I think I'll tuck this into my collection for future study material, well written Han!
Thank you! I was venting some pretty serious feelings about someone toxic in my life when I wrote this, so I guess I can thank them for one thing - the manipulation shows through pretty effectively ^^; I also love that it doesn't just spiral ONE person, but it connects them to others - and together, they all go to shit.
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